It is your selflessness, O little sister
That has endeared me
It is your way of letting me be shared
That has taken away my heart.

In the past even though I saw a spark of green in your mind's eye
Today you have turned it into the pure blue of the sky.
Like many who feel days without words and gazes
Can turn a friendship weak
Like many who feel sharing me is a trouble
And can make the friendship weak
Unlike them all are you today
Being selfless and giving in to my happiness.

It reminds me of true love and companionship
Of how there can be no barrier in it
I often feel if I am the perfect for you
Because at the end of the day, I have a little beast in me.
But then I see in you a little Goddess, who can guide me.

It's as if I am your Krishna
But am I so great to you even?
I wonder if I can give so much to you
Without thinking of selfishness
I wonder now if I can be vulnerable enough
To repeat the same mistakes
But maybe, we won't
And even if I do go on its verge
Take me back with you.

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Dedication to Ruhika, Queen_of_life_Heba