Entry 22: 火花 Spark

「What is this feeling?

A radiance that blinds me,

A heat that warms me,

When the world freezes over,

will you be my flame to hold?」

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Asami slept alot. Her soft snoring could be 

heard from the living room. I spent most of 

my time by her side. Her condition has only

shown little improvement. I'm worried.

This feeling inside me, it feels good but hurts.

All at the same time. I'm scared it will never go

away, but I'm also scared it will fade. We don't

speak, and I just watch her. But I feel... happy.

I put down my notebook. The last few pages have

been a haphazard jumble of odd phrases. It has been

hard to focus on anything, even my precious words.

She is all I can think about now.