Entry 18: どうして？Why?

「When the world hates you,

rejecting you, harming you,

I just want to run.

Yet you are always there, why?

Why must you hurt, just for me?」

- Asami

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I opened my eyes. Where am I?

I was in bed it seems. My bed at that.

How did I get back? What happened?

I remember getting beaten up.

A cup of water, porridge, and my 

notebook laid by the bedside.

I read the new entry. Asami? 

She must still be here then.

I tried to get up, but the pain was

just too much. My apartment was 

silent. Asami is gone again. In and

out of my life, like a gentle rain.