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yoongi and jimin sat there, contemplating about what just happened. lesi left an hour ago and yoongi and jimin were just looking at nothing in particular.

a blanket of silence covered upon them as the thoughts in both boys' minds raced. they thought about how they didn't get to talk to each other too much these past few days. alice was out of the question. they both knew that there was something going on, not regarding alice. well, that was what jimin thought. he knew he liked yoongi to the fact that he would risk his own life to save the mad man, and by the fact itself made jimin uncomfortable. having these feelings for a man who has his self trapped around a married woman's finger?

"jimin. what happened?"

yoongi asked, he held jimin's hands and started rubbing it with his thumb. jimin lightly blushed at the actions the older showed. this happened sometimes, but jimin couldn't help but blush when he felt the older's boney hands upon his small ones.

"i.. i don't know hyung."

jimin tried to lie his way out of yoongi's entorogation, but yoongi's plan said otherwise

"jimin, don't try to move out of this. tell me what's wrong."

yoongi practically pleaded, he was worried about his bestfriend's well-being. he had the alice problem in his hands but if it was about jimin, he could forget about her in a heart beat.  jimin let out a shaky breath

"it's just.. i don't want to see you like this."

jimin held yoongi's cheek, it was paler than it was before, the bags under yoongi's eyes were bigger and darker than his own make-up. his bloodshot eyes were screaming to drop out more tears as his black orbs were sort of glossy

"i'm sorry, jiminie. it's just, i love her so much. i can't believe she left me."

"i know, hyung."

jimin started to feel uncomfortable about this topic, sure he wanted to comfort his bestfriend, but the thought of alice around yoongi's arms again made jimin want to throw up. he slowly pulled his hands away from yoongi's

"jiminie?"

"hyung, i have to go."

jimin said, he got his hat and hopped out of yoongi's house. yoongi was left confused but jimin didn't look back. jimin hopped to lesi's castle, tears flowing out of his brown orbs. yoongi will never move on. he loves alice. he loves alice. alice. alice. alice. alice. alice.

"park jimin."

seokjin called. jimin stopped in his tracks and looked around for his hyung. seokjin was in his human form which he showed up when not around important meetings and such. jimin immediately threw himself upon his hyung and cried onto seokjin's red coat.

"let it all out, jimin. it's okay."

seokjin rubbed circles around the younger's back. jimin just let all his anger and sadness out on tears tgat dropped on seokjin's coat.

"w-why ca-can't he see me, h-hyu-hyung? am-am i ugly? am i b-boring? a-am i not a-a girl?"

jimin choked on his tears as he spilled those questions. seokjin remained quiet, for he knew jimin preferred actions than words. seokjin led him to his house and made him sit.

"tell me everything."

jimin kept his mouth shut for a bit. enjoying his chamomile tea that seokjin provided him. he calmed down for a bit and started talking

"you know the fact that yoongi can't move on from alice, right? well, he almost killed himself knowing she got married. lesi and i made it to his house before he completely blocked out the world. again, he talked about.. abo-about... abo-"

"about how much he loved alice?"

seokjin cut him. jimin nodded biting his lip in hopes of calming himself down. jimin kept on drinking his tea with shaky hands. seokjin let out a shaky sigh

"listen, jimin. i know you love him but you're hurting yourself with this. let hi-"

"i can't hyung! i loved him for as long as i can remember, okay?!"

with those words jimin broke down again. seokjin apologized and rubbed the smaller boy's back. seokjin glared at the door. he was so going to kick min yoongi's ass.