we are playing soccer and me and Mikey both fall down and start laughing then he gets up and helps me up. "Thanks" he smiles at me "GUYYYSSS BACK TO THE GAME PLEASE!!!" Nick snaps at us "s-sorry" I walk with the ball back to the middle of the grass. We start playing again.i wonder what Madison is now doing.ugh it's starting to rain we run inside and I give Mikey his jacket. I go to the room I am going to share with Mikey tonight and I lay with my face flat on the bed,I start crying into my pillow I am so stupid,I left Madison just there in the basement,he was going to KISS me.but I don't know if I feel the same,the way Mikey talks to me feels magical,but then Madison like cares for me.what should I do??i can't stay in this world avoiding them,avoiding what could be love.