Deanna's POV

The events yesterday still surprises me when I think of it.

It's not the first time that I've seen porn. I stumbled upon it when I was in second year of high school. It will look weird if I acted strangely in front of Jungkook just because of it. According to my research porn videos are something that most men do not get sensitive about.

But the way Jungkook acted yesterday about it, made me think twice. He seems to be bothered by something as if he was trying to check if there were things that seemed to be in the wrong place.  

Nevertheless, I need to get up now and prepare breakfast. Having free accommodation and foods for more than a week and counting are something I should repay with free will. I should at least make the son of the man who gives me free necessities for the time being feel like I'm worthy of their good deeds. 

I hurried down the kitchen and opened the kitchen drawers and refrigerator to find something edible. There are eggs, bacon, ham, and apples. After frying the first three, I sliced the apples into small squares to make it look cute and placed it on a small bowl. I also made coffee, I made sure I added two teaspoons of sugar on Jungkook's. I learned that he likes his coffee that way. 

While placing the foods on different platters, I saw Jungkook entering the kitchen through the corner of my eyes. "Hey, you're up." I greeted as I put the last piece of bacon on the plate. 

"Morning." He said back while wiping the sleep from his eyes. He is so cute with his hair ruffled like a bird's nest and puffy face, I could get used to a life where I can see his morning face every day. "What's with the morning feast?" He asked. 

"Nothing. I just felt extremely hungry the moment I woke up." I answered and he just nodded as he went to the kitchen counter where I placed the coffees I made. "Your's is on the right side," I informed and he hummed as soon as he understood. 

I prepared the table and saw how good I did. I never knew I got a future with cooking, thanks to my dad and mostly to Youtube cooking tutorial videos. As soon as I gave Jungkook the signal to dig in, he anticipatedly tried every dish. It's not like the foods I made were extravagant, but he seemed to be excited about home-cooked dishes. Understandable, since we always call for deliveries no matter even if it is for breakfast, lunch, dinner or midnight snacks.

"Here's ketchup." I offered and he shook his head. "Oh, you don't like ketchup?" I asked. 

"It depends on my mood," Jungkook said.

I unexpectedly finished my plate in no time, and I'm not full yet. I looked at the table that there is only one fried egg left. Jungkook's eyes and mine met for a second, "Do you mind?" I shamelessly asked. 

"Go ahead." He said with his mouth full. I cheekily smiled at him before wiggling like an idiot as I picked the egg from the plate. Why do I feel so cheery today?

After eating breakfast together, Jungkook insisted on washing the dishes considering that I cooked breakfast earlier. I had no chance to object since he already started cleaning up the table. 

I went to the sink in the kitchen to wash my hands when Jungkook called for my name. "Deonne!" 

"Yeah?" 

"Can you come here for a second?" He yells from the dining area. I immediately walked to get back there, and when I did, I saw his face with a disturbing reaction. 

"What is it?" I asked and he just looked down on the chair where I sat on earlier. I came closer to have a good look at what he was pointing at. 

As soon as my eyes fall to the same direction where his eyes were, I felt like I almost dropped my heart on the floor. The first thing that came into my mind was to keep it cool and act normally. "Oh shit, ketchup. I'm sorry for making a mess." It was the easiest thing to compare to.

"Are you sure it's ketchup? It doesn't smell like it." Jungkook grimaces, and this time I choked on my saliva. 

I gave a nervous laugh, "Yes it is. I usually make a mess when I eat with ketchup. Don't worry, I'll clean it up. You can go and wash the dishes." I pushed him forcibly inside the kitchen while I grab another piece of wet cloth to clean up my mess.

I am mentally scolding myself the moment I came wiping the blood on the chair. No wonder why I am feeling ecstatic and tremendously hungry at six in the morning. After cleaning up, I made sure I disposed of the cloth properly outside. 

Hearing that there are still dishes clanking from the kitchen, I went inside my room and looked into the mirror with my back facing it. It's a nice save that I wore black baggy pants last night, it made the blood unrecognizable. I dig inside my bag to find some sanitary napkins or even tampons but I have none. 

"Damn it." I hissed at myself. 

I grabbed the keys of our house and went out. "Jungkook! I'm just gonna buy something outside!" I said in a volume enough for him to hear from the living room. Later on, he appears at the doorway of the kitchen and looks at me. I quickly hid the keys behind me.

"Are you sure you can?" He asks while looking at my ankle. Is that worry I hear from his voice?

"Yep." I answered, popping the 'p' at the end. I still can't get rid of my walking boot, but I do feel better now than before. "I can run now, I'm fine." I smiled widely, which should probably creep him out.

"Okay." He said and went back inside the kitchen. I hurriedly made my way out of the Jeon's house and sneaked my way through ours. 

After locking the front door, I climbed upstairs with difficulty. I rolled my eyes as I remember about my almost broken ankle. I stay at the guest room on the first floor of the Jeon's house and Jungkook rarely asks me to go to his room to grab something, that's why I'm not used to stairs for now.

The moment I reached my room, I dug inside my cabinet and drawers but I can't find a single sanitary napkin. Squealing, I cleaned myself inside the bathroom and went out of the house to just buy from the convenience stores or any drug stores. 

The nearest one from our house is 7-Eleven, and I made my way there.  

As soon as my eyes laid on a pack of sanitary pads I snatched it and placed it on my grocery basket and filed in the line of the cashier. But as I looked forward, I noticed someone familiar. 

Taehyung, he mans the cashier. How many jobs does he have? 

Scratching my head in annoyance I secretly placed the pack of pads on the basket of the old lady in front of me. I watched her check out her goods to make sure that she also paid for my sanitary pads. After she was done, I followed the old lady outside and stopped her. 

"Excuse me, may I buy the sanitary pads that you just bought?" I asked politely. "I just really need them." 

"Why don't you buy your own inside young lady?" She asked back, I gulped when she noticed that I'm not a boy. 

"Please, I really need it... while you won't, you've reached the menopausal stage, right?" It was a wrong question, the look on her face tells that I made her angry. I was about to just go inside the store again but then she laughs. The old lady laughed.

"You're a funny girl." She continues to giggle while she searches her paper bag for the pack of sanitary napkins. "Here, take it." She hands me the pack.

"Thank you so much!" I grabbed my money from my pockets, but the old lady stopped me. 

"Just take it, change and clean up." She gives me a warm smile and I suddenly miss my grandma. I gave her a warm hug in exchange before saying 'Thank you' once more.

I ran towards the nearest comfort room I can find and immediately used a pad. 

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As I walk back to the Jeon's house with relief, I carefully looked around my surroundings if ever someone who knows me as Deonne sees me holding a huge pack of pads. Once I reached my destination, I didn't go straight to the front door, instead, I went in front of the window of the guest room. I always open one window from my room, and I throw the pack inside through it.

I went back to the front door as I enter inside and I saw Jungkook watching Spongebob on television. "Hey you're back, what do you got?" He asks and looks at me.

"Uhm, I searched for Dried Seaweeds and Banana Milk but I can't find one in 7-Eleven." I acted disappointed.

"Why didn't you say so? I have dozens inside my room. Wait here, I'm gonna get them." I nod at him with a fake smile. Once he got upstairs I sat on the couch and heaved a deep sigh.

i am so productive today (triple update) and im proud of myself, im gonna reward myself with a banana milk too!
hope y'all are enjoying this story! ♡