Mania is so fucking good especially Stay Frosty Royal Milk Téa but honestly I still don't like young and menace that much, I don't mind like the techno parts but I feel like they just did it too much but still a bop

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I'm pretty sure I was blushing from head to toe. I was so red it probably looked like I was severely sunburnt. My fingers fidgeted with the sleeves of my hoodie as I looked at the shelf.

"Can I help you?" The worker asked.

I squeaked and shook my head. He walked off and I looked in front of me at the array of dildos that were here on display. I wasn't sure quite what to get, there were so many different ones. There were glass ones and silicone ones and ones with suction cups and ones with actual balls and ones that were realistic and ones that were just smooth and cylinder shaped.

"Fuck," I mumbled.

I picked up one that was hot pink and had spike-like ridges poking out of the sides. I put it back and grabbed another one. It was big, my hand wouldn't even fit around it. The size intimidated me too much and I put that one back too. What kind do I even want? What's suitable for a guy--girl--getting fucked in her ass for the first time?

Realistic? Nude? Colorful? Vibrating?

It was of course my bright idea to buy myself a dildo. Gerard and I were probably going to have sex one day, although we've only been a couple since last Friday and it's Sunday now so that totals up to two whole days. I thought that it would be best to get a dildo just so that way when we do have sex for the first time I'm not completely inexperienced when it comes to handling dick.

Maybe I should go with silicone, that would probably be the most comfortable. Well, as comfortable as it could be shoving something up your ass.

Hey, this one comes in a complete set. The box was pink and was called 'Candy Toy-Set'. There was even a naked girl on it to top it all off. There were three different dildos, a vibrator, anal beads and three other things that I didn't even recognize. I considered it but shook my head, it was out of my price range. Besides, I may like pink but I don't think I would want eight different hot pink sex toys.

Something else I saw confused me. 'Clone-A-Willy' is what it was called. I read the box and my jaw dropped. You could...you could actually replicate a dick? So I could actually make a dildo replica of Gerard's erection. Well, I guess I'll keep that in mind for later. According to the picture it's pretty detailed, veins and everything. I frowned at the awkward thought of making a mold of Gerard's dick while he's hard. I could even make it purple, green or a vibrator.

I sighed as I looked at a section that was labeled 'Anal Dildos'. Are anal dildos different than other dildos? No, no, I don't think so. I mean, you can stick anything up your ass, right? Fuck, maybe this was a bad idea, I really don't know what I'm doing.

I looked at one of the glass dildos. It was clear but tinted pink. The shaft of it was wavy almost, getter bigger and smaller and bigger and smaller. At the base was a pink glass heart. I couldn't help but awe at how pretty it actually was. The one next to it was purple tinted and it looked like a tentacle and did nothing but freak me out.

I shook my head and decided to go to the realistic silicone dildos. I glanced at one of them that was bright red and thick as fuck. It was called 'American Bombshell War Daddy Dildo'. And frankly, I don't think my ass could stretch enough to fit it. There was also a dildo that was a lightsaber handle with a blue translucent dildo on the end and it actually lit up. That shit cost a hundred bucks. I could even get a dildo replica of Shane Diesel's erection. I don't know who that is but having a dildo of a real person's dick made me feel a bit weird. And, after a quick internet search, I learned he was apparently a pornstar.

There were so many different options I felt a little bit overwhelmed. Maybe something a little big but not too big. Also something not too expensive. I gasped when I saw a huge dildo that went from the tips of my fingers to my elbow. That would probably split me in half. It even had a suction cup at the end.

Maybe I could have one with a suction cup at the end, just in case it comes in handy. I walked around a little awkwardly, dreading the part where I would actually have to walk up to the cash register and pay for it in front of everyone. I found myself stalling as I just walked around looking at things.

I found a big pink yoga ball with a dildo on it and I couldn't help but imagine myself bouncing on that yoga ball. I also found a yellow glass dildo shaped like corn on the cob. There was a double dildo and on the package was two girls scissoring, the dildo in both of them and I imagined myself and Gerard instead.

Fuck.

No.

Stop.

That's weird.

I'm creepy.

There was one that was shaped like the eiffel tower. Another was glass and shaped like and eggplant. There was a pair of latex panties that had a rather large dildo on the inside so you would have to have a dildo inside of you while wearing them. Just the idea of it made me squirm but not in a bad way.

I even managed to find a rocket pop dildo. Well, I don't think I can ever look at a rocket pop the same way. There was one dildo on display and I picked it up. It was big and wobbly and shaped like a big fist. I snorted and set it down.

I looked at the sex doll that was a whole three grand. The doll was rather realistic and stereotypical. It had blonde hair, blue eyes, big boobs and a thin waist. It was surprisingly real-like and it was very flexible and easy to maneuver.

I looked at my watch and knew I would have to leave soon but I just kept stalling, I was just too nervous to go up to the register. I just kept wandering around the mostly empty store. There was a dildo machine and I imagined bending over for it, letting fuck me hard and fast. I could imagine my moans as my toes curled and the toy only moved faster as it fucked me roughly.

The twinging in my stomach decided that I needed to go home. I picked out a simple tan, realistic looking dildo that had a suction cup at the end and was thankfully less than thirty dollars. I went to the register and looked anywhere but at her.

"You want some lube with this?" She asked.

"O-oh, yeah, that's a good idea," I said.

I paid for it and hurried off home. Thankfully my dad was gone as I went to my room and locked the door. I opened the package and bit my lip as the dildo flopped a bit. I looked at my wood headboard and suction cupped it to the headboard. I threw my shirt aside and hurried out of my jeans. I looked at my lacy black panties, gently running my fingers over the front. I whimpered, my stomach twisting.

I grabbed my laptop and searched up some porn. I bit my lip as I scrolled through the site and finally found what looked like a good video. This is my first time ever having something up my ass and I just wanted something else to help me in case I got too nervous to get hard.

I knew I had to stretch myself so I decided to start with that first. I grabbed the lube, spreading some over my fingers. I pushed the panties off and laid on my back, my laptop at the edge of the bed. My heart was racing as I slowly pushed one in. It stung a bit and I whimpered but it thankfully wasn't that bad.

I slowly pushed it in before adding in a second. I bit my lip, thankful that the lube seemed to be working and it wasn't that bad. I moaned softly as I watched the screen, feeling my heart race, my stomach twisting into tight little knots. My fingers brushed against my prostate and I gasped in shock.

I decided I was ready and spread lube over the dildo. I got on my hands and knees and turned my back to the headboard. I slowly pushed back onto the toy and whimpered. It hurt a lot more than I had expected and I stopped at the tip. But even that seemed to be spurring me on, despite the pain of the stretch.

"Fuck," I breathed out.

I sank down slowly until I bottomed out, the entire cock up my ass. I moaned as it pressed against my prostate. It felt so fucking good despite the slight stinging and I couldn't help but wish it was Gerard there pounding me from behind.

I pulled off before slowly pushing on again. My jaw dropped as I moaned, my eyes slipping shut. I could hear the moaning from my laptop, the sound of skin slapping against skin as the two people fucked. I could hear my own headboard smacking against the wall as I moved faster. The pain had gone away, replaced only by pleasure as I moaned, bouncing on the toy.

"G-Gerard," I moaned.

I imagined it was him there instead. I imagined I was bouncing on his cock desperately. My head rested down on the mattress, my hands tangling into my sheets. My whole body was on fire, I've never felt this good before. I moaned as I rocked my hips, a hand moving to wrap around my erection.

"P-please," I choked out to the imaginary Gerard.

I was bouncing on the cock as hard as I could now, desperate whines tumbling out of my lips. I bottomed out and stayed still, moaning as it pressed against my prostate. I got back up on my hands and knees, moaning loudly. I was so close but I was trying to hold off for as long as possible.

That burning was building up inside of me and I couldn't take it anymore. Pure bliss washed over me in white hot pleasure as I came. I cried out, my moans high pitched as I worked myself through my orgasm.

I pulled myself off the toy and laid down from pure exhaustion. I could feel myself lay down in my own puddle of come but I didn't care one bit. I closed my eyes as I came down from my high and quickly fell asleep.