i just recently discovered that all of my friends hate me talking about the college i go to because they don't think i deserve to go there. apparently, when i got in, literally no one was happy for me because they all thought i was too stupid to get into the school i'm attending. there were tons of whispers behind my back and people asking others how i got in.

i feel so incredibly hurt and betrayed because i was genuinely happy for all of my friends during acceptance season, and it was so hard to hear that they didn't feel the same way. i may have not been the smartest in our class but all of the people complaining about where i got in didn't even apply to the school i'm going to!!

they've asked me not to talk about my school anymore when college comes up in conversation and i'm honestly debating dropping all of these friends because how can you ask me to sit there and listen to all of your college stories but never share any of mine?? it's so selfish and i'm feeling so alone during this winter break.

i just want to go back to college but i honestly cannot believe all of my high school friends could become this selfish.