i think i have a specialty in pinpointing you in a crowded room.

i always know exactly where you are, the details of your clothing, and the way your hair falls over your face. i know i'm nothing but a friend to you. a companion before you have to leave again.

but i don't want to let you go.

i like when you buy me drinks at dances because i can't pay for them myself. i like that you tell me about the sports you play and that you'll miss your friends next year. i like that when i'm around you, i'm completely nervous but also completely calm.

and i so badly wish that there was something more between us. that i could get the message across that i like you more than anything and i'm willing to make this relationship work.

i have a specialty in getting my heart broken.

i just hope you don't take advantage of it.