Life With Freedom...

She scoffed as she read the title of the the book she was reading on an app called Wattpad. I fucking wish... Freedom is fucking impossible to have for me...

She sighed out sadly, turning off her device and threw it to the side of her. She was laying down on her bed, on her back. She closed her eyes before sitting up with her legs over the edge, propping her head up with her hands resting on her knees.

"Maybe I can imagine my life with the freedom I wish to have... and all i see it would be like..." she thought quietly aloud to herself.

She decided to record what imagined in a small booklet. She picked it up and sat at her work desk in her room. She thought for a moment of all the things she could do and all of what she'd be willing to do to make it happen.

Freedom... doing all I want to do without the judgement of my mother. Being able to make choices (for the most part) on my own. To be my own person... that would mean the whole fucking world to me.

I wanted to be more responsible around the house, but I don't know what to do to change that... I just want to go and hang out with my boyfriend whenever I wanted (within reason of course). I just want to feel like I can state my opinion, that it would be heard and without feeling I'll be judged or immediately shut down.

If I had freedom:
-I would state my mind without fear of being shut down.
-I would make choices about the person i am and to be without worrying about my mom rejecting it.
-I would wear what I wished.
-I wouldn't have to worry anymore about my mom making me feel horrible about myself.
-I would feel like I could express my true self in front of my mom.
-I would have more ability to be myself, be able to spend more time with my love of life.
-I could be free to my own person.. that's such a big deal to me.

I would be willing to do all I could to be more responsible. To do whatever it took, to be more free and to have the freedom to be my own person...

Two years I would have to wait for freedom... I won't make it if I don't...

She soon finished reading the update from WolfFact, and then started getting her own ideas on how to get her freedom.

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Did you all like that update? I decided to have a bit of 4th-Wall-Breaking up in this. Let me know if you guys want more of that. Until next time though... HAVE A HOWLING GREAT DAY!