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[JEON JUNGKOOK]

Pulling a shirt over my head and onto my body, I dashed towards my motorcycle and hopped on. Something was wrong with the way I felt, something was terribly wrong. I was feeling things I shouldn't and I didn't know what else to do other than go to my only source of help; the boys.

It took me a while to drive over to their place but the image of her was glued to my mind like never before. If I closed my eyes for a mere second, she would show up, tucked in bed, warm against my chest, breath light and slow, I couldn't get her off of my head and it felt so wrong. So, so wrong.

Once I reached what I called my second home, I ran inside.

"Hyung?" my voice came out louder than I intended it to as I knocked on the door.

"Who the fuck-" growled a sleepy Jimin who happened to open the door, the frown on his face turned into a drowsy smile, "Ah kookie" he exclaimed pulling me inside and shutting the door behind my back; he made his way over to the couch where be probably spent the whole night sleeping.

"Jiminie hyung.." I trailed behind him like a trained dog and he eyed me curiously sitting on the couch.

"Brat! You just called me 'hyung'?" he laughed as he pat his side and I immediately sat down.

"Are the others sleeping?" I asked, not finding anybody around and the house was unusually quiet.

"It's five in the morning what do you expect?" he grumbled, laying back against the settee and stretching his arms.

"Want me to make you some coffee?"he asked, being his usual sweet self and I could only nod in response. Jimin rid himself from the couch and made his way towards the kitchen, fixing his messed up hair on the way.

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I sat with a cup of now warm coffee in my hand as two of them came out of their rooms rubbing their eyes and yawning while the other two ran down the stairs, one chasing the other, only to trip and crash against the wooden flooring.

"Caught you!" laughed J-Hope, tickling Taehyung who he had just chased all the way down the stairs.

"Ah hyung, mianhe mianhe" apologised Tae who laughed and squirmed under the older man, which only brought a faint smile on my face, still not enough to get the image of Chae out of my head.

"Oh Jungkook-ah, morning!" greeted Jin who made his way into the kitchen while Namjoon joined Jimin on the couch opposite to mine.

"When did you come?"asked Namjoon.

"A while ago" I responded, eyes searching for a missing man.

"What brings you here?"

"Hyung..I" I paused, setting the now empty cup aside and looking down at my shoes.

"What's wrong? Did you hurt someone?" Namjoon asked frantically and Jimin sat up straight on his seat.

"No"

"Did you tell anybody?" Jimin questioned.

"Yes but-"

"Are they trust worthy?"

"Yeah but that's not-"

"Who is it?" Jimin spoke as he set his cup down.

"Hyung.." I buried my face in my hands, rubbing my forehead with my fingers.

"It's a girl isn't it?" Taehyung chuckled, plopping down next to me and throwing his arm over my shoulder which I was quick to shrug off.

"Oh oh Jungkookie!" Hoseok teased, taking another seat. The only one now left to join us was Jin who was in the kitchen and Yoongi who was nowhere in sight.

"She's my best friend" I started, looking up and they were all quiet, eyes on me as I continued, "she won't tell anybody".

"That's okay" Namjoon sat back and before anyone could say anything, I spoke again.

"I don't feel right hyung"

Taehyung wrapped his hand around my shoulder again and this time I let him be.

"I'm starting to feel things I've never felt before and I just- it's all wrong" I looked away.

"What is it?" Jimin asked, a warm assuring smile on his face clearly showing that he wanted to help and no matter how lowly I treated him, I knew I needed his help now.

"I'm feeling things for her. Things that I've never felt for anyone before. I can't get her image out of my head like I slept with her yesterday and- "

"You slept with her already?" laughed Jin from the kitchen and I shook my head as if he could see.

"I told you she's my best friend! She was cold so I just laid next to her until she fell asleep".

"So you're in love with her?" Hoseok asked, and I shook my head again.

"It's more.. I feel more. I know this is wrong and I can't do this to her but-" tears welled up in my eyes against my will. I didn't care if I was an adult, I didn't care about being a wolf, I didn't care about crying in front of men who were elder than me, I needed to know what was happening to me.

"Jungkook-ah"

"Hyung..I need her here. I want her now, I just- this is wrong" tears threatened to roll down my cheeks but I managed to hold them back, "I want to be with her now, tomorrow and every day for the rest of my life but- "

"But what?" Jimin furrowed his eyebrows at me.

"She doesn't see me that way. She wouldn't date me, I mean-"

"Did she say so?" Taehyung asked and I nodded no. "Then what's the problem?".

"Hyung I'm trying to explain why don't you understand? I shouldn't be feeling this all of a sudden. I didn't feel like this yesterday! I want to know what's wrong with me so I can fix it" I stood up, my eyes red and hands balled into fists.

"He has imprinted on her" Namjoon said at once, voice lazy before standing up and stuffing his hands into his pockets. "I'm gonna go take a bath" he muttered walking away.

I was confused, 'imprinted?'.

"Sit down and let me explain this to you" Taehyung laughed and I sat down, looking as confused as ever.

"Let me do it" Jimin laughed, scooting forward in his seat. My eyes darted from Taehyung to Jimin before it landed on Hoseok.

"Hyung, you tell me" I almost pleaded and the older man stood up.

"Come on then" he grinned, motioning me with his arms and I followed him, leaving two disappointed male species behind. Hoseok was much more experienced compared to the rest so I hoped to get a clear explanation from him.

We left the house and took a walk along the short trial beside the building that led to a narrow stream. It was cold, calm and lush green.

"Imprinting is when you fall in love with someone on a whole new level" he explained.

"It's like falling off a cliff without a rope tied around you middle. It's like jumping into the sea without knowing how to swim."

"Hyung.."

He laughed at my expression, but sat down on one of the rocks before giving me a better explanation. "Imprinting on someone means falling irreversibly and irrecoverably in love with someone. It's the wolf way" he winked, "they say it happens when you least expect it. You may imprint on a complete stranger or someone you've known all your life."

"I've known Chae for years. We've been nothing more than best friends for so long, this is wrong"

"It's not wrong. Not at all" he assured, "if she's the one you think of every second of the day, you'd do anything to keep her safe and if you know deep inside that you wouldn't survive a day without her, that's it, she's the one" he finished, dusting his behind as he stood up,tossing a small stone into the stream.

"Have you imprinted on someone before?" I asked without hesitating.

"No, but I managed to sound very experienced right?" he giggled and I rolled my eyes.

I was learning to live the life of a wolf. If not being a normal human was a scary enough twist to my life then falling in love with my best friend was even scarier. I didn't know whether I should tell her or just let it be, I didn't know if it was something to be happy about or sad? I didn't know. But one thing I knew for sure... I was so fucked.

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*screams*
The kookie anon who mesgd me, thank u for fucking me up with this idea of changing POV s and making this twilight-ish! ILYCHILD. Ily all ♡ bYE

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