The next few days was hectic. Scoups was a real hard head, making things really stressful for Jeonghan. He turned him into his errand boy in the company. Everyday, he bought coffee or Americano with Donuts for Scoups. They had full schedules everyday. Scoups mostly had interviews, photo shoots, interviews all lined up for him and yet, he kept his personal life a secret. Jeonghan had never been to his house so he wasn't sure if he was still seeing Yoona. 

Jeonghan knew Scoups home address during the times he was spying on him but he had never been to the house. Over the last few weeks, he had tried to close his heart to Scoups. He didn't want to fall for him so he hardened himself and concentrated on his work. 

One day at the company, Jeonghan returned from buying Scoups Americano and Donuts but he paused at the door when he heard loud voices arguing. He particularly deciphered Scoups voice but he didn't know who the other person was. 

"Fuck you Coups" He heard a loud yell and the door flung open. It was jisoo. He stopped for a moment staring at Jeonghan.

"Get out of the way" He said rudely brushing past Jeonghan's shoulders as he walked away.
How rude! Jeonghan thought to himself and entered the office. Scoups was already drinking a full bottle of whiskey.

"Scoups, what are you doing?" jeonghan yelled in a loud voice and ran to him. He dropped what he had bought and grabbed the bottle from his hands. 

"Seungcheol, it's Seungcheol" 

He could already smell the alcohol in his mouth. 

"Gosh Coups why did you drink? Don't you know we have a schedule now?"
Shockingly, Scoups pulled jeonghan closer to his body and looked him deep in his eyes. The younger male didn't know what was happening to him. His heart was beating way too fast and it felt like he was going to faint. He felt Scoups hot breath against his cheeks and right there, he realized he hadn't had skin ship in a long time. The urge to wrap his arms around his neck and kiss Scoups juicy red lips was too strong. He was so handsome.

"Let go of me" He pleaded in a quiet voice. But Scoups held on tighter and caressed his cheeks with his fingers.

"Hannie, do you know that you are so beautiful? Like an angel"
Jeonghan had heard it thousands of times but hearing it from Scoups sent shivers down his spine as if he was the only one who complimented him that way. 

"I want to kiss you so bad" He muttered. Jeonghan was weak. He wanted to fight him off but his heart wouldn't let him. Only God knows how much he had wanted this. Even if it was only on the influence of alcohol, he would take it. Scoups would never remember it. He closed his eyes and waited. It was like heaven when Scoups lips decended on his, slowly and passionately. His lips plundered his drawing him closer to his chest so he could feel his heart beat. It was so sweet. Scoups stopped kissing him and looked straight into his eyes. Jeonghan noticed his eyes was closing little by little until it closed completely and he collapsed onto his shoulders. With his head on his shoulders, Jeonghan realised that it was too late. He had fallen for Scoups.
He called the Hr manager to cancel today's schedule lying that Scoups suddenly fell sick. She was really mad but Scoups was a top star. He couldn't be forced to do what he didn't want. Jeonghan decided to take him home. He could tell that Scoups was really stressed out by the way his body slouched on the couch. 
It was nearly evening when he got Scoups into his sports car and started to drive towards his house. In his sleep, Scoups muttered Jisoo's name. It worried Jeonghan. Why were they arguing? What was their relationship? Was jisoo the reason why Scoups got himself drunk? He shook his head. It wasn't his business. Though he knew he had crossed the line when he allowed Scoups to kiss him. 
The drive to Scoups fancy duplex was twenty minutes. It was located at a residential area where rich people lived. Jeonghan marvelled at Scoups home. It was completely made of marble. There was only one problem. He didn't know the password to Scoups home. He turned to him. 

"Scoups, what is your password?"
He mumbled something 

"Scoups, your password or we are going to sleep here all night"

"Birthday...." He muttered and scratched his neck sleepily.

"Password...." He paused when he realized that he had given him the answer. Jeonghan brought out his phone and browsed Scoups birthday. He was born on 8th August 1995. He typed in 871995 and it worked. The gate opened. Jeonghan smirked and drove in. The house was really beautiful in the evening light but Jeonghan didn't have time to take it all in. He got Scoups out of the car and wrapped his arm around his neck as they staggered to the front door. He pressed the same password and the glass door opened. They went in. The lights were off so jeonghan put them on and pushed Scoups to the couch. 
He ruffled his hair. 

"Eish, what am I doing?"

He looked around. It was a simple yet empty house. He couldn't imagine himself living all alone like this. He would run mad from the boredom and loneliness. He checked for Scoups room and found the master bedroom upstairs. Jeonghan took a deep breath before helping Scoups to his room. He laid him on the huge bed and covered him with a blanket.

"Jisoo" the man murmured and jeonghan turned to him surprised. He had called the name of that man. It finally began to hit him. Scoups had had a deep relationship with Jisoo. Where they friends? Lovers?

Jeonghan gasped. Was Scoups gay? Bi? Then why had he kissed him? No, he was simply drunk. It meant nothing. Yet it didn't explain their relationship. Jeonghan didn't want to be here anymore. His head was spinning fast so he ran downstairs determined to leave when he paused at the front door. He was still worried about Scoups so he went to the kitchen to cook for him. He opened his fridge. Empty! Of course, a top star like Scoups wouldn't have time to stock up his fridge. He would have to buy the ingredients himself. Gosh, why was he doing this. 

It was getting late but he managed to find a nearby food store where he bought the food stuff. He returned to Scoups house and began cooking. It was past nine when he finished cooking. He prepared rice and soup. He didn't set it on the table. He refrigerated the soup and left the rice in the rice cooker. He wrote a note for Scoups and pasted it on his fridge. Sighing softly, he left the house.
Jeonghan arrived at his house around to ten completely exhausted. His friends were around with a strange short guy that Jeonghan had never met before.

"what are you guys doing here?"

"Just chilling" Seokmin said.

"We never see you anymore" Jun groaned.

"Scoups is really stressing out our boy" Hoshi said as he came out with a tray of Jjangjamyeon.
He sat close to the short guy who had a huge grin on his face. 

"is he your friend?" jeonghan said.

"He is Hoshi's new boyfriend" Seungkwan said and laughed.

"Shut up" Hoshi shouted but there was a faint blush on his face. 

"Hi, my name is Jihoon but you can also call me Woozi" The short guy said.

"He is a voice coach" Hoshi added looking proudly at Jihoon. It was obvious with the way they were looking at each other that there was something else between the two. Jeonghan also noticed that Jun and Seokmin were teasing eachother playfully. Seungkwan was chatting with his boyfriend on the phone. Hoshi and jihoon were giving each other googly eyes. It was at that moment he realised how alone he really was. Everyone had somebody except him. He was everyone's third wheel. He took a deep breath.

"I'm going to bed"

"So early?" Hoshi said.

"I have an early and busy day with Scoups tomorrow"

"Alright, we will leave some for you"

"Thanks Hoshi" he said and dragged himself into his room. He crawled into bed and as soon as his head hit the pillow, he was out.

Scoups had had a dream, a pleasant one at that. He had kissed jeonghan. His eyes flew open as he sat up on his bed. He was home. He didn't remember driving home. All he could remember was having that heated argument with Jisoo, getting drunk and passing out. He left his bed and took a bath. He touched his lips. It had felt so real. The kiss had been so passionate. It was a shame that it was only a dream. He found that he kept dreaming about Jeonghan more often than he liked. He always looked at him when the other was busy. He loved the way he hid his long hair behind his ear. He loved how he looked when he was mad. It turned him on so bad and made him think of doing things to him but he knew deep in his heart that he couldn't because of his past. Only his past. If he wanted jeonghan, nothing in this world would stop him not even his celebrity status but his past was haunting him making it difficult for him to move on and it had to do with Jisoo.
After his bath, he dressed and came to the kitchen. He had a busy schedule today so he didn't have time to make his breakfast. He walked towards the fridge to get a drink when he saw Jeonghan's note. He read it. 

I made you rice and soup. Make sure you eat it. You were very drunk and tired yesterday. I hope that you gain strength and stop stressing yourself. Let's keep on with it okay? Fighting 

Yoon jeonghan.

Scoups chuckled. He didn't know jeonghan could be so caring. He always seemed cold especially to him. He brought out the food jeonghan prepared and ate it. It was really good. It had been so long since he ate home made food. After eating, he went to Pledis. His album release was in two weeks. He didn't have much time. As soon as he entered, he saw jeonghan talking to two people. They were Mingyu and Jisoo's managers. He looked so good as always. As soon as he saw him, he dismissed them and walked to him. He bowed. 

"Welcome Scoups"
Scoups nodded "Thanks, how is my schedule looking like?"

"Full as usual. JK insists that you must have the photo shoot today after we cancelled it yesterday"

He listened carefully as jeonghan went on. "The producer for Two days, one night set a meeting by three to discuss your appearance on the show"

"you have a dinner appointment by six. It's from an anonymous person"

"It's fine Jeonghan" Scoups cut in. Jeonghan noticed it was after he mentioned the dinner appointment with the anonymous person. They finally went to the room and as soon as they entered, Scoups took Jeonghan's hand. 

"Thank you jeonghan for yesterday"  Scoups said looking directly into his eyes. 

"Oh...No bother" The blonde replied. 

Scoups stared at him and at that moment, he had a flashback of yesterday, the kiss. Jeonghan had looked at him the same way he looked at him right now, his pink lips parted seductively. They had definitely kissed 

"Jeonghan....did something happen between us yesterday?"
Jeonghan shivered. Did Scoups remember yesterday? No he wouldn't give in so easily.

"No, nothing why did you ask?"
Scoups laughed nervously and moved closer "I believe that something happened" jeonghan moved back but was stopped by the wall. Scoups closed the distance between them, his face inches away from his. 

"Stop it Scoups. What are you doing?"
Scoups made to kiss him and Jeonghan pushed him away. "What the hell do you think you are doing? Are you gay?" Jeonghan shouted. 

"I don't know, but you are. Look at how you are blushing"
Jeonghan held his cheeks.

 "Pabo!" he shouted and ran off immediately banging the door hard. 
Scoups laughed. He wanted him. He really really wanted jeonghan and he was going to make the blonde want him too. 

Thanks for reading. The next chapter is coming up soon.