Jeonghan was very happy and it was obvious for everyone to see. But no one could understand why he glowed. The two days one night show went on smoothly and quickly so was his relationship with Scoups. Soon it all came to an end and It was time to go. Mingyu and Wonwoo left first but Scoups decided to linger for a few days with Jeonghan so that he could properly date him without prying eyes so he rented a small condo for a week and waited to tell Jeonghan after they had wrapped up the shooting for two days one night.

Jeonghan was wondering if they would leave Jeju so soon. He wanted he and Scoups to spend more time together. He knew that once they returned to Seoul, they would have to hide their relationship but he didn't want that.

That night, they were in Scoups car driving to God knows where.

"Where are we going Cheol?"

"We'll be there soon, don't worry" Scoups whispered and Jeonghan nodded. The drive was quite long because Jeonghan passed out. He woke up to Scoups voice. He had already stopped the car in front of a wooden house surrounded with sandy beaches and blue bright seas. 

"Wake up Jeonghan" Scoups whispered smiling brightly at him, his dimples were so deep into his cheeks. Jeonghan got out of the car and looked at the house. It looked small and homely. It felt totally excluded from the rest of the world.

"Where are we?"

Scoups wrapped an arm around his waist.

"This my love, is where we are going to spend the next one week, just you and me!"
A smile crept up on Jeonghan's face. 

"Just you and me?"

Scoups nodded "That's right"

He held his hand "Let's go in. It's pretty cold out here" He said and they went in. It was a normal house. It had a small parlor with a fire place, a bedroom, bathroom and kitchen. Jeonghan loved it. He could imagine just him and Scoups living together like this for the rest of their lives but the harsh realization hit him at that moment. They could never spend the rest of their lives together, they could never marry or show their affection for each other in public because half of the world would never accept it and Scoups was a very big star. There where so many obstacles but one thing he knew was that he wouldn't let go of him now. When the time comes for him to leave, he would but for now, he was going to love him as much as he could 

"I love it" He whispered and Scoups wrapped his arms around his waist and brought his lips to his. 

"I've never felt this way before about anyone" Scoups whispered.

"me neither" Jeonghan responded.

Scoups looked at him and smiled. "are you hungry?"

Jeonghan nodded. "A little"

"Can you cook?"

He looked thoughtful "Not much" He smirked. "Ramyeon?"

Scoups nodded "Then Ramyeon it is"

He dragged him to the kitchen. It was a modest kitchen. Scoups opened a drawer and brought out some packs.

"How did you do all this?" jeonghan said. 

"I planned it out. I want this week to be very special. We might not get this chance again"

"You are right" Jeonghan said and gave him a quick kiss on the lips. They prepared the ramyeon and took it to the parlor to eat. Scoups also brought out a bottle of wine and put up the fire. It was really cozy as they ate their food and drank their wine. 

"Hannie ah, tell me about yourself"

Jeonghan narrowed his eyes. He hesitated a bit. 

"I don't know if I should tell you about my life"

"Please tell me, we are together now, you know everything about me, it's only right that I should know about you too"

Jeonghan took a deep breath.

"Alright fine" He sighed. "it was five years ago. I lived a normal life with my family. I was the only child and the only son of my parents. I was their only hope, their joy but I hid a big truth from them. I was gay"

"I never wanted them to know the truth about my identity because I was afraid to disappoint them so I lived a lie. There was a girl they wanted me to marry. Her name was Doo Min but I felt nothing for her. I only pretended to like her so that my parents would be happy. But my secret was bound to come out few days after my graduation from the university. I met a man who threw me off my feet. His name was Min hyuk and I loved him. We had met at a camping trip in Busan. We began a tumultuous affair"

"I started to live with him after I got work in Seoul. My parents had no idea about the double life I was living. I successfully hid it from them but sometime later, my parents told me that they had set a date for my wedding with Doo min. I cooked up one excuse or the other to talk them out of it but they refused. One day, I got the shock of my life. My parents came to visit me at my house. Unluckily for me, the door was unlocked so they came in and caught me kissing Minhyuk. The disappointment in their faces was evident and so was the disgust. My mother cried, saying she could not believe that I was gay. They both disowned me that day and left the house heartbroken. 

"The following morning, I got a call saying that my parents had an accident yesterday and died on the spot. I felt terrible. I couldn't stand the guilt. Due to that, my relationship with Min hyuk deteriorated. We grew apart and not long after, I found out he was cheating on me. We broke up and since then I have never been in a relationship. I have tried to keep my feelings bottled up"

"I'm really sorry Hannie, it's not your fault" Scoups whispered using his fingers to caress his chin.

Jeonghan nodded. "I know but it bothered me for so long..."

He looked into the other's eyes and gripped hands. "Until today, I'm ready to let go now...i really love you Seungcheol. Because of you, I can let go of the weight of the past"

"I love you too" Scoups said

Jeonghan held onto the front of Scoups shirt and kissed him. Scoups responded groaning but soon the kiss turned wild as Jeonghan's hands ran up and down his partner's body. 

"Are you sure?" Scoups said in a husky voice.

"Yes... Please"

Scoups jerked him up into his arms as he wrapped his arms and legs around him. They kissed all the way to the bedroom and Scoups dropped him on the bed and laid on top of him, kissing his head, neck and arms. He left hickeys all over his neck as he slowly unbuttoned his shirt.

Jeonghan planted kisses all over him as he widened his legs arching his back and moaning loudly. Their pants came off, so did the rest of their clothes and Scoups smiled wryly when he saw how turned on Jeonghan was. 

"I'll take care of you love" He whispered and slapped Jeonghan's butt cheeks. The blonde whimpered in pleasure, his eyes half closed . Jeonghan was shivering all over. It had been so long since he had sex and forever since he had felt so much pleasure. Suddenly he felt a warm feeling closing round his member. 

"Oh shit!" He yelled.

Scoups smiled and continued bobbing his head up and down as he swallowed Jeonghan's member. 

"Oh my god! Don't stop!" he cried out. He grabbed a fistful of Scoups hair as he sucked him. Jeonghan thought he was going to cum when Scoups looked up with that devilish smile on his face. He looked him straight in the eyes as both their members rubbed against each other.

"What do you want Hannie ah" He muttered. He was trying to keep it in but it was proving difficult with every second.

"I... 

"What do you want?" He whispered again and kissed him fully in the lips 

"I want you inside me" His lover finally acknowledged and Scoups nodded. He pecked him. 

"I'll be right back" He whispered into his ear and ran off showing his butt. He returned seconds later with a lube and a pack of condoms. He wore the condom and spread the lube on his hardened member. He spread Jeonghan's legs apart and with his lubed hand, he put one finger into his waiting hole. 

"Ah... " He moaned. 

He thrusted his finger in and out as Jeonghan pushed against him wildly.

"Cheol ah!" He cried out. 

"Hannie ah...." Scoups whispered and before Jeonghan knew, his finger was replaced with his warm rod. 

"Shit! Yes!" He shouted as Scoups thrusted in and out of him, the bed creaking and scratching against the wall. Jeonghan wrapped his arms around Scoups neck as he widened his legs more allowing his lover deeper access. The air was laden with their moans. 

"I'm coming!" The blonde shouted. They looked each other in the eyes as they continued with Scoups pounding into Jeonghan and the latter meeting his thrusts. 

"I love you" Scoups whispered and right then, looking into his eyes, Jeonghan could see the sincerity in them. He smiled. He could feel it too. 

"I love you too" He cried loudly and at that moment, they both came and Scoups collapsed beside Jeonghan.

They could hear cricket sounds outside. Everywhere was quiet. Jeonghan wrapped his arms around Scoups body burying his head on top of his chest. Scoups smiled when he heard his lover's silent breathing. He laughed to himself. Jeonghan had already fallen asleep. At that moment, he realized that Jeonghan had taken all of him. He thought he knew what life was all about being a celebrity and having the world at his feet but now he knew he was not living only existing. Now, he was living with Jeonghan beside him but he knew he wouldn't be able to survive if he wasn't with him. The blonde long haired guy had captured his entire life and he was going to ensure that they last as long as possible.

The next few days was spent walking down the beach, chatting up and making endless love all night. The management called Jeonghan severally to inquire about Scoups but he told them that he was taking his much needed rest in Jeju. He did not divulge their location so the company left them alone.

However, something still bothered Jeonghan. He thought of how to tell Scoups that he was once a spy journalist. It bothered him a lot but he gathered courage. He had to tell Scoups before they returned to Seoul. 

That morning, he prepared breakfast of pancakes and waited for Scoups to join him in the parlor. Scoups finally entered after a while looking into his IPad and holding a cup of coffee.

"Cheol, sit down. I made pancakes" He said. 

"You did?" He sat beside him and tasted one of the pancakes.

"mmh, delicious" He whispered and kissed his cheek. 

"Cheol, there is something...."

"Hannie ah, check this out" Scoups said with a suppressed grin and Jeonghan looked into his phone and saw an article headline.

K-pop idol, Rapper Scoups  has dumped the nation's sweetheart Yoona for unknown lover. 

"What is this?" Jeonghan said. 
Scoups groaned. "This is why I hate reporters. They always use my words to fabricate another story. The only thing they care about is the next juicy news. They don't even consider that the celebrity is a human too"

He hissed. "Bunch of sadists"

His heart shattered right there. Now, how could he tell Scoups that he had once been a reporter and had worked for an agency whose main aim was to destroy his career in other to enrich themselves. He shook his head. No he couldn't tell him. Not after he has discovered that Scoups hates reporters. 

"Hey Hannie, you wanted to tell me something?"

He shook his head quickly.

"No, nothing. I'm fine"

"Are you sure? You look pale"

"I'm fine" Jeonghan shrugged. He stood up, he suddenly felt hot and stuffy in the room. 

"Let me go to the supermarket. I think we are out of milk" He said. Scoups gave him his car keys.

"Use the car" He said. 

Jeonghan smiled at him and left the house. It took him a while to get to the supermarket. He got the milk but something else attracted his attention. It was a dove designed silver bracelet. It looked really beautiful and special. He wanted to get something for Scoups to thank him for making him so happy this past few days. The woman at the counter smiled when she saw the bracelet. 

"This bracelet is for someone who loves you. Anyone who has this will never ever leave you"

She looked at him closely "Are you in love?"

Jeonghan blushed and that was more than enough answer. he returned to the condo. Scoups was pacing worriedly in front of the house when he drove in. when Scoups saw him, he ran and hugged him tightly. 

"Are you alright? Do you have any idea how worried I was?"

"I'm sorry, I wanted to clear my head"

Scoups arched his brows. "Clear your head?"

"It's just that this relationship feels like a dream"

Scoups chuckled and took his hand leading him to sit on a bench in front of the house.

"Babe, is that why you are worried?"

Jeonghan nodded. "I won't ever leave you"

"Promise?"

"Yes! I love you"

Jeonghan brought out that bracelet from his pocket.

"I bought this at the store. The owner said that the one who loves you will never leave you once you give him this bracelet"

He wore it on Scoups hand. 

"It's beautiful Jeonghan thank you" he said and they embraced.

Their one week was finally over and they returned to Seoul. It was difficult keeping their relationship a secret but they managed through it. They kept their professional lives separate from their personal life. When they went out, it was often late at night and with face masks covering their faces. Jeonghan began to spend more nights at Scoups house. Hoshi could not be deceived. He knew that something was going on with Jeonghan but he had no idea what it was but he was going to get an answer so he waited for Jeonghan to come home from one of his late nights. 
As soon as the blonde entered, he bombarded him with questions.

"Where are you coming from?"

"The office"

Hoshi sighed. "You have been behaving strangely ever since you came back from jeju. Are you seeing someone?"

Jeonghan laughed "Hoshi, I'm so tired. Let me freshen up or I will be late for work"

Hoshi shook his head "I hope this doesn't have anything to do with Scoups"

Jeonghan froze. "I hope you have not fallen for him and because of that, end up doing unnecessary things just to gain his attention"

Seeing how his friend froze, it was obvious it was true.

"How can you fall in love with him. He is only a player and besides he is not gay"

"Scoups is gay!"

Hoshi paused as if he had just been shot. Jeonghan went on. "I should know because we have had sex and we are dating"

"What? It can't be. Scoups is gay? And you have had sex? "

Jeonghan nodded and Hoshi finally understood something.
"It was suspicious the way he was looking at you when I came to drop your clothes at his house"

"That means the news about him being a player was false"
Jeonghan nodded. He told his closest friend everything about his relationship with Scoups and about Jisoo. He also told him about his dilemma of telling him that he was one of those reporters who were hell bent on destroying his life in other to gain a promotion and a fatter salary. Hoshi listened attentively.

"You should be careful Jeonghan. I don't want you to be hurt later"

"Don't worry about it Hoshi. I will find a way to make it work"

As the days progressed, Jeonghan found it difficult to spend time with Scoups because of preparations for his album release. He started shooting videos for his music and doing lots of interviews. Jeonghan was busy too. They hardly had time together so Jeonghan decided to move in for a while and it worked out well for them. Every night, they talked about their day, held each other or had sex throughout the night and then be extremely tired in the morning.

Finally, Scoups released his album and the attention it received was amazing. He sold more than two million copies, the first week and the company decided that he was going to have his third tour since his debut. Scoups was overjoyed and Jeonghan was happy to see his lover so happy.

One evening, Scoups called Jeonghan while he was at his house.

"Babe, get dressed. I'm going to pick you up for dinner tonight so we can celebrate"

"okay Cheol ah"

Jeonghan excitedly freshened up and put on new nice clothes then he waited. Time flew past and Scoups didn't return. He began to get worried. He wondered what was taking so long until the time clocked twelve. Then Jeonghan panicked. He called everyone he knew that was close to Scoups. He called Mingyu and one other rapper that was quite close to Scoups. His name was Hansol but none of them knew where he was. Jeonghan became scared, his heart beating frantically in his chest. He decided to go out and look for him. Just as he was about to run out the door, he saw Scoups staggering towards the house. He ran to him and embraced him tightly.

"I was so worried. What happened? Where were you?"

Scoups said nothing and just dragged himself into the house. Jeonghan followed closely behind him and watched him. He was smelling of alcohol and looked totally drunk. 

"Babe, did you drink?"

"Jeonghan, did you watch the news today?"

"No!"

Scoups brought out his phone and showed Jeonghan. The blonde took it and read it. As soon as he saw the headlines, his knees nearly gave way and he felt like fainting.

Scoups, Famous South Korean Rapper is gay. He is having an affair with his manager who has turned out to be a journalist spy who gave Intel about his sexuality to Raven news"

Tears fell down his eyes as he looked at the hurt in his lovers eyes. 

"Please Cheol ah, I love you. I would never do something like this to you. Never!"

Scoups eyes were red. 

"You deceived me Jeonghan. I hate you. I really hate you" He gulped. "I don't think I can forgive you for this, ever!'

I wrote real smut for the first time thanks to my cringy pervy friend. Anyway, thanks for reading. This story is gradually coming to an end! Thanks for keeping up  with me! bye!