꒰ ☕️ ꒱ ♡ ༘° : Chapter 4

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Wendy pov

I slowly open my eyes to a cloud of hair in my face, smiling I just kiss his head softly. we talked and cried until three in the morning. I was crying at his pain and he was crying because of pain. we just let so many problems out on the table. now I feel like im breathing new air.

"hey b you up?" I ask softly patting his back, I feel his body become light and i just know he's awake, smiling I scratch his head

"feels like when we were younger" Brandon mumbles

"oh how the roles have reversed" I smile

"ugh so true, youre now holding me before it was me holding you" i feel him smile against my skin, then he pushes his body off mine sliding off the covers and getting off the sofa "and we somehow were always falling asleep on the couch" I throw the pillow at him causing him to stagger, then he throws it back at me "excuse me rude!" Brandon yells while rubbing his eyes

"you're in my house im not rude"

"gah, whatever little girl" brandon groans while stretching, i get up making my way to my kitchen figuring out what i want to eat for breakfast "i hope you remember what im allergic too"

"yes I know darling I cant fry bacon in cashew oil" I giggle

"in this society anything is possible" Brandon grabs the pancake mix and pour it in the bowl

"I hate you"

"say it again" he demands

"I hate you," I say in the same tone, then out of nowhere I'm hit by pancake mix now it is all in my hair and face, I look like the scene out of camp rock. "Brandon!!!" I yell trying to grab the bag from him but I get some out the bowl and throw it at him we start throwing it back and forth, along with my baby girl barking her head off in the living room thinking were actually fighting.

just young adults being kids again.
Christmas is going to be great.

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Namjoon pov

sitting down on the couch drinking my water, as my chaotic members are yelling and laughing playing Mario party. I wouldve joined but I just woke up. we have a break today since it is Christmas, and in a couple of days, our comeback is going live. I'm excited and happy to see the army's smiles.

"well look whos awake" yoongi comments

"yoongi-Hyung you sleep longer than anyone in this house" I comment putting my water down

"Listen, it is a lot of work being a grandpa okay?" yoongi says plopping down next to me, I shake my head slightly with a soft sigh escaping my lips "hey are you okay?" he asks

"Yeah, why?" I ask actually confused

"I heard you arguing with your mom"

I shake my head understanding why he asked, my mom and I havent been getting along too well for maybe two months now, we've been fighting about me brining her up, me digging to find her. also we fight about why i havent seen my dad since shes adopted me. i literally know anything about my birth parents she doesnt even want me to know that. i have the right to know all of these things. im an adult now.

"yeah, we havent been okay for two months, im just not trying to show it i dont want to ruin the vibe for anyone" I mumble, yoongi scoffs then smiles

"You don't think we already know the vibe is wrong, you glow differently" Yoongi pats my shoulder
"I really tried to hide my feelings and just have a great time you know? It's Christmas no one should be upset, we should be happy"

"Happiness isn't living in a lie, it suppressing how you feel, but that is love towards us that you don't want us to worry,but you can't continue to bottle up everything because you're worried about us,let it out trust me you'll feel a little better" yoongi wraps his arm around my shoulder.

"Yeah you're right, I guess today is a great day to talk about it right?" I sigh softly
"Yeah, cause we're not going to judge you, we're going to help you to our best abilities"

I nod my head walking over to the the chair closer to the tv "can I talk to y'all for a second?"

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Wendy pov

We're just lying on the floor around the fireplace just telling stories, Brandon ended up meeting my friends we talked about our audition.

"I swear my stomach hurts so much" joy speaks sniffing at the end
"Man we had so many great memories it's amazing, this year was great, I've been really happy for Wendy though"

I furrow my eyebrows, turning my head towards Brandon he nods his head softly "I agree with Irene" he smiles
"But what have I done?" I ask pulling my sweater sleeve down
"Your art has literally been a progression, you were channeling your pain all this year, and towards the end I can tell you're happier now, you've accepted the pain and you manifested it, were all super proud of that"

A smile slowly starts to spread on my lips but the tears actually fall down my face "no you're so cute!!" Brandon says dragging to "o" in no, he wraps his arms around me and so do my girls. Rocking me back and forth.

" I love you guys, I love you so fucking much" I mumble through the fabrics of Brandon's shirt, I grip his shirt on one hand while holding someone else's hand.

I love my friends I'm so thankful for my friends. Their the reason for my change, they are the reason for my pain becoming into happiness. They are the reason I have a family.

Finally a family I deserve.

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Namjoon pov

"You could've told us namjoon-hyung" jungkook says hugging me around my head, usually I decline hugs because affection kind of makes me uncomfortable but as of right now I need this. I deserve this comfort.
"Always , you can always come to us" jin whispers hugging me as well.

"We can help you get through this, but we can also try and help you and Wendy contact again, because it seems your mom is keeping secrets, from what you told us" yoongi says softly

"Thank you" I mumble. Whatever my mother is hiding, it's wrong. I have a right to ask these things, I have a right to talk to her.

But as of right now that doesn't matter, healing myself does. And I have my family to help me.

That's all I need right now.

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Well happy holidays!! I love you guys so much, I hope your day was amazing I hope you ate a lot of food, did a little self care. Because you are beautiful and you deserve it! Anyways makw next year your best year !! Leave all negativity in this year. You deserve happiness in your next year, you deserve love wether it's self love or from a lover! You're going to get it and you deserve. Well I'm done now but thank you for everything!!

~if there is a mistake don't be afraid to let me know, for your heart is as pure as the blue sky ☁︎