Mahir's POV:

I wiped my tears...

Kuhu was right!!! I love Bela...

I love her like anyone can and anyone ever will!

I'm obsessed with her!

I never thought I could ever fall for a woman this madly!!!

She is the only one!!!

I love her...I devote her...
I admire her...I aspire her...
I desire her❤️

But ...

I don't deserve her 🥺

Nothing changes that reality so I decided to fuck off from her beautiful life and knowing how stubborn and dedicated Bela is.... I mean that night I called her a...Chi... I can't even repeat that word in my mind for Bela...

But the truth I called her that! And she still stayed back till morning to explain it to me... But my lipstick drama shattered her even then she never yelled at me... Never used cuss words... Forget... never even blamed me once ...🥺

What is she 🥺 a goddess!???

And I'm a monster 👹

I remember mumma told me in childhood... Good boys get goddesses as their wife... like Goddess Aphrodite ❤️

And bad boys.. they don't get goddess!

They are cursed to turn into monster!!!

I'm a monster!!! I don't deserve my goddess aphrodite 🥺

I deserve pain... eternal pain...I destroyed Bela's life...4 years of pain...pain of fighting alone...loosing our child... being called names... loneliness...all because of me...

Monster Mahir Sehgal!!!

I love you Bela...but I don't deserve you 😢🥺 you deserve everything... Musky.. Gulmohar... Musky deserves a better father...you deserve a better husband...

Someday 🥺 after I go away from you 🥺

Now this is why...I called up Suvarna ji and asked him to organize a hot and sexy model who is ready to put up this act with me...

That's when I got Miss Karishma Patel.

Ohhh now I regret getting her in here... because she is the same model I met in Bali few months ago and she was clinging to me like an arm candy...

I was annoyed but then it was all last minute plans and this woman was more than happy to pretend like my girlfriend!!!

So I got her home and introduced her to the family.

I not just needed Bela to divorce me but I wanted her to hate me...I expected she'll disagree to give the divorce and I will try to flirt with this girl and Bela will hate me...

But Bela is that puzzle my life has never been able to resolve...

She threw a bouncer at me that I'm supposed to find a guy for her🥺

Not just that she had 4 other conditions..

I must get her the guy, get him married to her (the fuck I'm doing that 😠) , get her honeymoon tickets booked (the bloody fuck over my dead body 😠) and finally sleep with her in the bedroom 🥺 that'll make me weak...shit!!!

I was trapped!!!

But I had to play it cool!!! I agreed!!!

Now Kuhu tried to lecture me but Kuhu doesn't know how worst is her brother.... She doesn't know her brother deserves to rot in hell!!!

So I decided to make my life a living hell!!!

I must cry, crave, miss, beg and die in your love Bela....

I want to suffer🥺I deserve it 😢🥺

I quickly got up... rubbed my eyes and tried to act normal...

I went to office and came back home...

While I came back from office I saw Karishma was busy swimming in the pool and enjoying the Sehgal luxuries...she saw me jumped out of the pool and tried coming closer to me...

'Hi babyyyyy' she said circling her wet arms around my blazer...

'Its Mahir.... and I'm paying you for the drama you should do inside not here!!! So wear something decent and get back to your room and ya...next time I won't tolerate this!!!

So don't stick to me like a chewing gum!!! Clear???' I asked...

And pushed her off lightly away...

While turning around...I was shocked as Bela was standing at the door...

I could see her eyes... Her expressions... I could feel I hurt her... Although she didn't have tears in her eyes I could notice it getting slowly glassy...

That second I turned around back to Karishma and slipped my hand into her waist saying...

'Sure baby...let's swim tomorrow early morning together... As of now wear something else my sweetheart will catch cold' she looked confused...

Next minute I heard a thud at the door..

I understood Bela left!!!

I left Karishma's waist and asked her to change...

While I was leaving Karishma asked...

'You love her a lot right?'

I turned around and said...

'Mind your own business!!!' and left from there...

I roamed a little in the garden trying to avoid facing Bela I definitely had hurt her...

I entered the mansion and I saw Nandini and Aadi in the living room. They both smiled...it was almost 10 pm.. I wondered what they were doing here...but they were surely having great time...

Yuvi, Aadi, Nandini were busy on laptop... while Kuhu was serving me them snacks... While she asked me of dinner...

I denied saying I'm not hungry...

How could I be....I hurt my goddess 😢

However I tried to understand what they were discussing this late...They looked in a deep discussion...

I ignored... and went into my room...

I saw Bela had already slept off with  Musky on her chest...

I noticed Bela's eye makeup had spread..she definitely cried 🥺

It hurt me a lot...

I was not even in mood of playing guitar...

So I went and changed and slept next to Bela...

I probably must order a couch I thought...

I turned around and looked at a sleeping Bela and I held her hand softly...I knew she was a heavy sleeper...

'Im sorry Bela...I know I hurt you na 🥺but goddess...it's only so that you don't suffer with a bastard like me for a lifetime... Mahir has always loved only you Bela... I'm a one woman man... And will always love you ..but you know you are like that shining star which is beautiful when it shines yet too far from my reach...I don't deserve you 😢' saying I kissed her hand and slept sound...

Slowly sleep acquired me...

***
I was ready to office and came down for breakfast while I saw Aadi and Nandini at the breakfast table!!!

This early in morning without Chaahat??? What are they here for...

'Hi Mahir... Good morning' Aadi was way more cheerful than usual...

I wondered what was happening...

Soon I saw the dining table was filled with a lot of printouts and pictures..

They all looked like male models...

And I saw Nandini and Kuhu were literally going Gaga on some Men...

'Oh....gooood...look at him he's so hooooot' Nandini Bhabhi said...

While Aadi coughed a bit saying...

'Nandini... you're husband is here!!! Relax!!!'

While everyone chuckled...

It was a way too pleasant morning....

But Bela was missing... I saw Musky was with Yuvi and she looked like she was turning her Chachu's favorite after all Chachu also learnt to give her kangaroo care now 🤣

I saw Karishma was nowhere on the table... probably a late riser 😏

Soon I saw Bela join in from kitchen...she had made some paneer parathas...

Paneer is my favorite... so she offered me but I had to distance myself from her so I said...

'Actually Karishma believes I must start my day with corn flakes....it's light and keeps you active!' I said

I saw she didn't like it! She however maintained a calm!!! She passed the delicious parathas to the gang that looked like a gang of busy bees...

Bela passed me a glare yet didn't utter a word and continued eating.

While I was having my juice... I heard them say...

'Done ... done... done final final

I looked at them and asked...

'What is it guys...so busy you all are from last night... what are these portfolios... hiring new models???' I asked...

To which Nandini Bhabhi replied...

'Aree no Mahir...we are shortlisting the date portfolios...'

'Date portfolios???' I asked taking a bite of the paratha

'Yea... Date for Bela' she said

😱 What????

I felt the paratha was stuck in my throat...

I quickly asked... 'Portfolios??? Did you announce this anywhere??? In media???' I was sweating suddenly drinking juice to comfort my throat...
.

Next second Yuvi said...

'Are no bhai... After all Bela bhabhi is so respectful so we informed in our friends groups on whatsapp...

In just 1 day bhabhi got total 108 proposals' he said...

Next minute I spat the orange juice on the table 🤮

While everyone looked at me...I started coughing...

'Hun... hundred eight??? Just by telling on whatsapp???? ' I asked

'Ba...ba...but how can you trust' before I could say anything...

Aadi said.... 'Dont worry Mahir...we have done all background verification... and shortlisted only 25!!!' he said...

25 is only??? 😳😲

'But...but .. Bela wanted...me to find groom for me... Ri... right Bela' I looked at her but she looked least interested in talking to me 😏

'Are bhaiii... You only will finalize... Once bhabhi goes on date with them tonight...'

'Them means all 25???' I asked...

While Kuhu and Nandini Bhabhi both nodded in unison...

My eyes popped like beans 😳

'That too tonight??? ' 😳

I looked at Bela who was eating her food so silently... Like she gave a damn to me and my expressions 😳

Soon I heard Kuhu say...

'Dress up soon Bhabhi... we need to go to your beauty salon for getting ready...' while I saw Bela leave the table without even seeing my face...

I was going mad now 😠