I'm sad to say this lovelies, But I think It's time that I say goodbye.

As all of you know, I was supposed to take my break at the end of december after I finished my current main books.

But I just can't.

My seasonal depression is killing my writing to the point where it's hard for me to be satisfied with why I'm writing when I DO happen to write. And I'm getting used to feeling safe with my daddy/boyfriend and feeling "little" all the time. It's all a feeling I'm getting used to.

With all of that combined, plus all the secret stuff I need to do to get out of this house, I just think I need a break.

I will still do one last post Sunday as a goodbye, but I think that's going to be it for me.

I will still write to myself, and I will post it when I return, but I just can't right now. I love writing it's my main love, but I can't write like I used to, even with all this free time, and it's killing me.

So when my seasonal depression wraps up, and things get better, I'll be here.

Even if it's just 4-6 chapters every day, I'll have a lot of content when I get back.

I just need a little space.

I need to grow a little.

So then when I come back, I have a lot of content, and I'll be better than ever even within myself.

I'm not going through a break down, or losing myself, just losing touch with my writing because of other things that are going on, and I don't like that.

So, guys. This isn't a goodbye. This is a see you later.

You know you can always reach me whenever you need me. And you guys know my DMs are always open.

For those of you all caught up, the only thing I can say is maybe reread form the beginning. Some times I found that I forget a lot do stuff from my books because it's been so long since I wrote them and I've written so much since.

I will also be rewriting my books so that it fits how I want them to be. The plot won't change, just certain scenes and characters.

Alright guys, I think I have said everything I need to.

I love you guys so so so much. Please don't forget about me while I'm gone because then I'll have to be dramatic when I come back.

I love you all!

See you later, never goodbye!