Guys I literally want to cry so bad. I haven't been able to really write for the best few days like I wanted to and I got the change today and Stan is fucking with me so bad.

And it's making my anxiety act up and I just feel like shit and honestly like ugh. I really needed this tonight and I couldn't just have one stan free night.

I'm going to post what I was able to do and then probably take a nap and hope that works.

I know you guys say no one will die if I don't update but this is liter how I wind down, feel better and stay sane after working all day.

I might just update throughout the night as I go so I can feel like i'm doing something.

This shit sucks so bad