Moving back to the outside, Kira had not realized how much it's lifted a weight off her shoulders. She was nervous at first, but Tohru, Yuki and even Kyo had welcomed her home.

However, while she did return back-Kira could not get this unnerving feeling that had been heavy in her heart. Even if she tried to focus on it, it was so vague that it physically pained her every time she forced herself to keep trying.

"You want to know what my relationship is to the others?" Kira looked at the Tohru who she was helping with dinner.

Tohru looked up flustered and waved her hand," I am sorry...you don't have to tell me"

Kira chuckled with one of her hands in front of her lips," I don't mind telling you, since it'll just be us two for dinner today. I wouldn't be caught dead talking about them if the boys were around, especially Shigure"

"Ummm...Kira...are you and Shigure a couple..." The spoon that Kira had in her hand suddenly dropped, making it hit the floor catching Tohru's attention. The older woman's face turned bright red which had her turn to the teen flustered.

"What?! Shi-Shigure and I?! How did you-what makes you think that?!" Kira said in horror, which had Tohru's eyes widened.

"Oh! Oh my god, I am so sorry!! I shouldn't have assumed...I...just...thought that..." Tohru quickly bowed," I am so sorry!!"

Kira sighed and placed her palms on her burning cheeks," I...well considering that you do know my true gender...the idea of us openly sharing a room would lead to such assumptions. It's really okay, Tohru"

Tohru looked up and giggled," actually...I do often see the way you two interact when Yuki or Kyo is not around and I'm in the Kitchen. You to just tend to be very comfortable around each other"

"I..." Kira nibbled her inner cheek as one of her hands went to her scalp scratching it," well, you are not entirely wrong, about us...it's just really complicated. We are not together, but we have something that is there. It's just-do you remember when you came to visit me? When I told you about how I don't have some memories?" Tohru nodded and Kira proceeded to continue," Things are still hazy, but I know that the feelings have always been there"

Kira lowered her hand and placed it on her chest," Although, I don't want to only look at the past, the Shigure I know now, also has a place in my heart. Though, I have yet to actually come to terms with it, because I want to wait until I am completely sure of it" She dropped her hand before looking at Tohru," When these feelings form, it's always best to wait until you are sure of it"

Tohru blinked at her last words before lowering her head down," Kira...Can I ask you something?"

"Of course, you can," Kira smiled placing her hand on top of the teens head," Tell me...is this about Kyo?"

The teens head shot up instantly, slightly bumping her head on Kira's palm," Is there a way to prevent it? To save him...before...he is confined?"

"I will not say yes, because I don't have the same power as I once had. Even if I am Akito's twin, she was originally the head, whereas me-the younger twin, had no place. Akito had fought for my position and..." Kira bowed her head," Forgive me Tohru, I will try as much as I can, but I cannot promise anything"

Tohru didn't respond as tears kept falling down her face, however, she took it upon herself to walk over to Kira and wrap her arms around Kira," You said you will try and that's all I could ask for, thank you, Kira"