[ Chapter 4 ]
So as I stayed in my room, and watched TV. I can't do anything, my face stayed the same, no emotions, just blank. And at that moment I thought to myslef " I'll just pray for Mason, I know he doesnt want me to stay miserable my whole life. I have to learn how to live without him here. I have to learn how to be happy that he doesnt have to experience the pain he struggles with everyday."
I tried to accept it at that point, I didn't want him to be upset. So I went to the church where we would spend time when there is nothing to do, I prayed for Mason. While praying for "the love of my life", Father George came in and spoke to me "don't worry Emily, Mason is happy right now, he's with you."
I looked at father George and told him "but,he's..." "no, no, no, Mason did not leave you, his spirit will continue to live on. Mason is looking down at you. Everyone telling you the same words I just said, believe in them, for crying isn't the best option."
"Crying doesn't do anything, it just makes more damage to the heart, but it also tells that you care. Mason does not want you to cry, even if you care, being happy also means you care. You care that you being happy, makes Mason happy."
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