4 months later
Sommer's POV:
I hate this. It took him a week to hurt me, a month to change me, and a month and a half to force me to leave. Why does he always get to me then he ends up killing me inside?

"Sommer?"Asks a familiar voice. I hurry to grab my sweater to hide the fresh cuts on my arms. "Yes Luke,"I say opening up my door for him as I put on my fake smile. He steps in then looks at me with concern. "That's not the beautiful smile I use to see when we were kids... What's wrong?"He asks. "You caught me,"I say pretending to give up. "Yes I did,"He smiles reassuringly and picks me up bridal style then carries me to my couch. I smile and laugh a little. "What are you doing?"I ask as he sits down with me on top of him. "Now that's the smile and laugh that I love so much,"He smiles and pushes back a strand of hair that was in my face. I roll my eyes. "Flirt,"I giggle. "Only when I'm with you,"He laughs. "Even with me you can be awkward and weird,"I smile biting my lip and messing with my new lip ring. "Well that's new,"Luke says curiously pointing towards my lip ring. I quickly look away. "And so is that and that and that... Do you have more tattoos?"He asks pointing to my piercings and tattoos then rolling up my sleeves to see more tattoos. "No,"I say quickly rolling back down my sleeves.

"Sommer?"He asks once again. "Lucass?"I say innocently. "It's Lucas not Lucass,"He says matter of factly. "Um no I don't think so, I'm pretty sure it's Lukass... You know how to pronounce that right, it's Luke Ass,"I smirk and he laughs. "I missed those remarks but I'm being serious what's wrong?"He asks caressing my cheekbone. "I missed you too,"I say hugging him and ignoring what he said. "Sommer!"Luke laughs pushing me off of him. "What?"I sigh frowning slightly. He was so warm and cuddly... Man I sound like I'm talking about a teddy bear or a puppy. Well Luke is sort of like a teddy bear. "As much as I want to hug you, I need to know what's wrong,"He says biting his lip and looking at all my tattoos.

Well not all of them because some are in places he's not aloud to see *wink, wink*.

"I um quit the whole business teacher thing, I'm just a substitute teacher who likes to manage bands, write books, sing, and act in her spare time,"I lie, although that's not a complete lie... That's all true but that's not what's wrong. "Sommer I know that's a lie but I won't pry, you'll tell me sooner or later,"He says giving me a small smile. "Thank you but how did you know?"I ask curiously as I hug him again resting my head in the nook of his neck. "Because I know you Sommer and when you lie you either mess with your ring or play with the bracelet I got you when we were kids,"He says while hugging me back. When he said that it made me smile at all the good memories of us together.

Luke is like my best friend, I have to tell him. He's mostly one of the only people I trust other than Kylie and Karli yet i didn't tell them yet. "I came back early from the tour with Jesse,"I say pulling away from the hug. "Obviously,"Luke says rolling his eyes. I sigh. "But I haven't told anyone why and your going to be the only one who knows, ok?"I say looking into his adorable eyes. "Ok,"Luke says and I sit up so that I'm straddling his waist. Of course not in a sexual way, I mean he's like my best friend/ brother... I guess it's a friendly straddle. "It started great at first we were having fun but then I noticed that Jesse was getting abusive and sexual... I didn't like it."

((Flashback as she tells Luke what happened))

"Jesse stop it please," I say as he aggressively kisses my neck and shoulder. "Ow Jesse stop,"I beg as he starts ripping off my clothes as we are outside in the rain. He carries me into the hotel we are staying at and slips into the room that him and Brandon have been sharing. He keeps kissing me as I try to get him to stop. Brandon comes in and Jesse stops. I wipe my tears away and put some clothes on. "Sorry I didn't know you two were,"Brandon starts to say. "It's ok, it's your room,"I laugh but Brandon could obviously tell I was scared.

Later on that night

"Man you're waisted,"Brandon laughs as we walk back to the hotel. "Thanks,"I say as I smack his butt. He laughs. "No problem but I mean seriously you are really drunk,"He says laughing more. then Jesse notices a few shops. "You said you wanted to change your look right?"Jesse asks knowing that I'll do just about anything when I'm hammered. "Ya,"I smile. "Come on,"jesse says as Brandon gives me a piggy back ride to all the stores.

The next day

My whole body aches and Jesse just doesn't care he's still basically 'raping' me. I have tattoos and piercings everywhere. Aggggghhhhhh why did I get drunk?!

A month later

He kisses me pressing me against a wall harshly. He tugs at my lip ring which hurts a lot. He's hurting me more and more. "Stop it please... You're hurting me,"I say for the hundredth time. He gets angry and throws me across the room. I hit my head off of the dresser corner. I choke back tears so he doesn't see me weak. "Fine... I'm done!!! If you don't want this then we're done!!!!!!"He yells and walks out of the room. Brandon comes in and notices that I started crying. He tries to comfort me but I can't stay anymore. I start to pack my stuff but Brandon tries to get me to stay. "Brandon you are a great friend and I'll miss you but I can't stay, I'll see you again,"I say as tears stream down my face. He sighs and nods helping me pack.

Now...

"Wow Sommy I'm so sorry,"Luke says as tears tickle down my face. "It's ok Luke... I do miss him though,"I say looking away. "Why?! He abused you and raped you... How could you miss him!"Luke says suddenly annoyed. "Luke he wasn't like that before, I love him but it's just I can't deal with him right now... I still love him though,"I admit and Luke picks me up then sets me down beside him.

He gets up. "What are you..."I start to ask. "I'm so sick and tired of hearing how you love him and miss him, he hurt you... You deserve better, I'm not saying I'm the best thing ever but I know and you know I wouldn't hurt you Som, I love you,"He says and I bite my lip unsure of what to say.

I've always had a crush on Luke but I didn't know he felt that way about me. My heart beats rapidly and my stomach does flips. He picks up my guitar and starts singing one of my favorite songs of his. "You call me up, It's like a broken record, Saying that your heart hurts, That you will never get over him getting over you, And you end up crying, And I end up lying, 'Cause I'm just a sucker for anything you do,"He starts to sing and it sort of breaks my heart knowing that he feels this way. He keeps singing and I look away not sure how to talk to him. He looks at me and doesn't stop. I love hearing him sing, he gets really into the songs and his voice is just amazing. "I dedicate this song to you, The one who never sees the truth, That I can take away your hurt, Heartbreak girl. Hold you tight straight through the day light, I'm right here. When you gonna realize that I'm your cure, Heartbreak girl? I'm biting my tongue but I wanna scream out, You could be with me now, But I end up telling you what you want to hear, But your not ready and it's so frustrating, He treats you so bad and I'm so good to you it's not fair. And when the phone call finally ends, You say "I'll call you tomorrow at 10," And I'm stuck in the friend zone again and again,"He continues and I'm just completely in awe as I stare off into space not believing that this was actually happening.

After he was finished with the song he puts away my guitar and picks me up and lays down on the couch so that I'm laying on top of him. "I love you, heartbreak girl, and if only you could see that I'm the one, I'm your meant to be and I've been him all this time,"He says and kisses my forehead gently. I sigh. "I love you too Lukass,"I say and lay my head down on his chest. His stubble on his face tickles me as I kiss his cheek before laying my head back down on his chest. He laughs. "I'm not an ass but I'll let it pass this time,"He smiles. I laugh a little but then I become serious. "You have to know that I know you are The One but it's just hard forgetting the past,"I say yawning and wiping my raw eyes that were red from crying.

He notices that I stayed up crying. "You can go to sleep, I'll wake you up in a little bit,"Luke says as he plays with my hair looking like he was thinking about what I said. I was about to refuse but with him playing with my hair and his heat coming off of his body and onto mine and my complete tiredness, I went to sleep hoping that Luke doesn't think he's just a rebound.