"We went ice skating even though both of us weren't so good at it. It was so much fun. Oh, and then we had dinner at a fancy restaurant dressed in casual clothes. It pissed off the management but at least it felt real. We were just two teenagers on a date." I explained.

"I'm not so sure on the whole date but at least he made you happy." Eliza assessed.

"I think it was perfect for two people who don't fit in in some ways and I don't really care either, I got to spend time with him and that's all that matters to me." I said with a wide smile.

"You sound almost in love." Brianna said and my smile turned to a smirk.

"Almost," I repeated.

They didn't need to know that me and Bellamy were already comfortable saying I love you to each other. As weird as it may be, the electricity we felt around it other really did prove a lot about us.

"Hey," Bellamy entered the room and our eyes immediately met. "Took you guys long enough." I said as I stood up from my seat to kiss him.

"It's about time! These girls were driving us crazy with their boy talks." I heard Chris say as I kissed Bellamy on the lips. I heard Luke agree with him. That stopped my three friends from giggling but I heard smack sounds instead.

Bellamy smirked at the girls before settling down and pulling me down on his lap.

"It took us a while trying to convince some cop that Harry was twenty-eight years old." He said with an eye roll.

Just then Keith and Harry entered holding a crate of beer each. "The beer is here. Let the party begin." He cheered.

On cue Luke played some heavy metal song and me, Natasha and the boys started banging our heads like crazy while Brianna and Eliza screamed and ran towards the sound system to turn it off.

"I'm deaf! I'm deaf!" Brianna started yelling and I covered my ears for protection.

"This idiot can't be my twin sister." I said to Bellamy who laughed.

Eliza was having a go at Harry because obviously, he did it before and this time he recorded their reaction.

"Let's have a dance party!" Natasha exclaimed. I excitedly shifted on Bellamy's lap because his arms were around my waist, preventing me from getting up. "Yea! That's a great idea! Oh my god, guys! We need to have a dance party!" I beamed with excitement.

"Veronica wanted to host a party at hers today, we could do it there." Keith said. Natasha and I shook our heads while the others shared looks with each other.

I turned my face to Bellamy and pouted. "Please," I whispered to him. He shrugged but agreed eventually.

Six hours later, me and Natasha finally reached the party. We wanted to dress up but also wear something we could dance in. Natasha wasn't a trained dancer but did hip hop as a hobby. She usually watched YouTube videos and copied the choreography.

Everyone else was already at the party since they had to help set up the party. At nine in the night, the party was looking alive.

So many people were dancing around, most of them looked professional. My jaw was hanging low as I stared at them and their amazing dance moves. This was truly a dream come true.

"Babe, that jaw should only drop of me." I closed it and turned to the person who said it but it dropped again when I saw Bellamy standing in front of me. "Much better," he said with a smirk before raising my head to kiss me.

"This party is the shit!" Natasha said as she put her arm around my hand. I nodded in agreement.

"Excuse me but we're going to dance!" I told Bellamy before heading towards the makeshift dancefloor.

I was shocked to see Harry there. "Woah!" I said when he finished dancing and the crowd around him dispersed. "You're not the only one with the moves," he winked at me and we chuckled.

"Let's see you dance to One Dance." Natasha said before going to the Dj. He played One Dance by Drake and we instantly started to dance to the best of the song.

People cheered us on and some joined us. I was having a blast. We ended up forming our own group. Natasha, Harry, me and a Brazilian boy named Pietro. We started a dance off and took turns. I was getting really sweaty but I didn't care. Even a crop top and shorts in the middle of winter couldn't stop the heat and energy I felt when I would dance.

Unfortunately we lost because turns out the other team were dancers from a studio in New York City. But it didn't bring me down because I ended up being friends with them.

I was so grateful when I parted ways with them, they were great people but I was extremely hungry and tired. I wish I could say that I couldn't feel my limbs but I could. Each and every single thing on my body hurt. As I walked around to find Bellamy, more people stopped me to chat and compliment me. He was watching me the entire time but I lost him when the dancing was over.

I found Veronica and decided to ask her where everyone was. Although the last time we talked to her things were weird. "Have you seen Bellamy?" I tapped her shoulder to grab her attention.

"Uh, you." She said with distaste. I rolled my eyes at her immediately. "I think we can be friends. This party was partially your idea, wasn't it?" she said.

"No, it was all Natty. Now can you tell me where my boyfriend is?" I asked her again.

"Thought so. He's in the house. Just look around." She answered and I sighed and left her with her friend.

I found Bellamy standing by the ping pong table. He had a red cup in his hand and watched Chris and Brianna play against another couple.

"Hey," I waved at Bellamy and he smiled at me and came towards me.

"Miss popular finally has time for me," he said dramatically and I rolled my eyes but bit my lip feeling a little guilty.

"I'm sorry, I just got carried away." I said sheepishly. He put a strand of my hair behind me ear and kissed me on the lips. I faintly tasted alcohol on him and I deepened the kiss.

"Go easy on me Daddy," Bellamy said in a horrible girly voice. I slipped his chest and fell on the couch near us. Bellamy put my legs up and sat under them.

"Is there any left for me?" I gestured to the cup and he looked inside it before handing it to me. I was so glad I found something to drink that I downed it all at once. It was really really hard and I wondered just how sober he was.

"So, how's the party?" he asked when we both silently stared at each other for a while. It may have looked creepy but it felt nothing like that.

"I already made friends in New York," I said as I shoved him a few pictures I took with the dancers. He didn't look interested so I put them away. "But who cares?" I said as I pulled him down on the couch by his shirt.

"I didn't mean that. I wanted to spend time with you." He said, clearly trying to resist the urge to kiss me. I laughed at him. "Boy, this is what you get for being so stiff." I referred to his ability of being such a bad dancer but the way his eyes widened at my words made me realize he took some other meaning.

"Shit," I laughed as I said it. His time I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him right onto me. All of his weight crushed me but we shifted on the couch so we were lying next to each other. His body was slightly on me and it made everything so sexy. He was kissing me everywhere, my lips, jaw, neck and I enjoyed it as I closed my eyes and focused only on him.

I momentarily forgot all the pain in my body as he kissed me. It came to a point where I was moaning like crazy. He was currently kissing my neck and blowing on a specific spot that made me moan out his name.

"Bellamy" I broke his name down into long syllables and I could feel him smile but the feeling of his teeth nibbling my skin was more evident and I slowly wrapped my leg around his waist. His hand was already caressing my thigh and I started to grind on him more.

My hands went under his shirt and rested on his bare skin. He brought his lips to mine again and kissed me passionately. He slipped one hand under my back and pulled my closer to him. My hands were running wildly in his hair and I was tugging on them too.

Someone loudly cleared their throat in my ear and I snapped my head towards them.

"No sex on my couch!" Veronica said loudly before walking away. I was so dazed that I didn't really know what happened or what to do.

My breathing was heavy and my body was on fire because of what I was doing with Bellamy. I looked around and noticed there was barely anyone there apart from our friends and few more people who were scattered around.

I was panting as Bellamy moved away from me. I instantly felt cold and I wanted to pull him back towards me but I didn't have the energy.

"That was fun." Bellamy pointed towards me with a grin. I bit my lip at him and followed his finger to the spot on my neck.

"Did you give me a hickey?" I asked him as I felt the spot burning. "Babe, they needed to know you were taken." I rolled my eyes at him and leaned towards him.

"I'm starving. Give me a piggyback ride to the kitchen?" I asked him.

"Anything for you," he kissed my nose and I positioned myself on his back. I proudly moved my hair away from my hickey. I was aware of the slot shaming that happened because of love bites but I honestly couldn't care less, at least when mom wasn't anywhere in sight.

"There's nothing left babe." He said as he walked around the counters. I sighed in his ear and his kissed my arm. "Let's raid a store, there's a twenty-four hours one twenty minutes from here." He said as he randomly carried me around the house.

"It's up to you. I'm actually really tired so I'll sleep." I suggested. He shifted me in his arms so that I was clinging onto his chest instead of his back.

"It's alright, you could use some food before you sleep." I nodded in agreement and he put my coat around me before hurrying to his car. I was freezing but the time we were in the car.

"Being the great boyfriend that I am, I have some warm clothes in the back." He pointed to a pile of my clothes. "Wow, when did you steal this stuff?" I asked.

He rolled his eyes at me but didn't say anything. I was also smiling because of the gesture. "Can I change here?" I asked him.

"I can stop the car and get out." He said.

"The roads are empty and I don't want you outside in this weather." I said as I grabbed the clothes.

"Then why did you ask?" he said with a smirk.

"Because I was being nice." I said and he raised his eyebrows in shock before we broke out in a fit of laughter.

I shimmied out of clothes one at a time and replaced it with the warmer things I had. A sweater, his beanie,skinny jeans and his hoodie. I think the hoodie wasn't meant for me but I didn't care, it had his scent and that's all that really mattered.

"You can directly sniff me, you know. I won't tell anyone." He winked at me and I rolled my eyes. "I wasn't sniffing anything." I lied.

He scoffed and glanced at me one more time. "Nice panties, by the way." He said with a devilish grin. I rolled my eyes at him.

"I thought you sobered up. Jeez, you're annoying." I said.

"You're the one flashing, don't blame me." He raised his hands in surrender for a few seconds before putting them back on the stirring wheel.

I quickly looked at my lap and noticed I didn't pull the zipper or do the button. I sighed and fixed it. We finally reached the store. Well it was a small shop with a few neon boards at the corner of the town.

"Let's go," I yawned as I got out of his car. There was another next to his and I assumed that person was inside the shop since the surrounding shops were closed. Bellamy opened the door for me and the little bell rang I strolled down the front and found the aisle with all of the junk food. Bellamy carried the basket in his hand while the other was in mine. I threw random things in it and then we walked to the candy section.

That's when I noticed someone else inside with us. He was whistling a tune awfully familiar. I hesitantly looked at Bellamy who didn't have the slightest clue about what I was thinking. I instinctively held his hand tighter and moved closer to him.

Bellamy was asking me something and I hushed him. I didn't want to bring attention towards us so I tried to act like I was picking something out.

"Looking for these?" a familiar hand stretched out a pack of malteasers in front of me.

"Thanks man." Bellamy said as he dropped my hand from his and took the candy. I couldn't see his face because my hair was shielding it from both sides but I knew the tattoo on it all too well.

"No problem, these are my favorite too." He said and then I felt footsteps leading away from us. He saw me. This couldn't be a coincidence.

"Let's go," Bellamy placed his hand around me and started to move me towards the cashier.

I reluctantly moved as I kept my head low. My heart was beating fast and not for any good reason.

Bellamy paid and we when went outside. My heart dropped when I found the guy standing beside his car with a cigarette. I quickly lowered my head but cursed when I realized he was standing by my door.

The lump in my throat got bigger and bigger as I walked towards the car and as Bellamy moved away from me.

Bellamy and I reached the car at the same time but the guy behind me tugged on the waistband of my jeans. I slipped back and that's when his hand groped my butt to steady me. I heard him chuckle behind me as I sat in the car.

I wasn't surprised when Bellamy didn't notice anything that happened. Instead he handed me a plastic bag and opened a bag of chips and placed it on my lap as he took a few to eat.

"I still like the barbecue flavor better." He said while chewing. I couldn't care less about it. I eased my fingers from the fists I clenched them into to keep a little calm.

"You're awfully quiet... Are you awake?" he asked and I took it as a chance to act like I was asleep.

Barely a few seconds later I felt something warm on me. I kept my eyes closed and the events of a while ago repeated in my head. I was feeling a lot of things and frightened was one of them.

I know I should tell Bellamy but I couldnt burden him snymore. He already had his dad and his entire gang to worry about. I couldn't add to my problems to the list of his.

I felt the car park and when I heard Bellamy leave the car I opened my eyes to see where we were. I could see the outlines of my front door. I was about to get out of the car but Bellamy quickly opened the door and took me in his arms.

The warmth of his body was soothing but not enough to get everything out of my mind. It was going to be a battle to keep the bad memories away and the thoughts of new scenarios too.

I didn't know when he placed me on my bed and took my shoes off but when he tried to leave, I held his hand tightly. He got the message and moved to lie beside me.

He left a lingering kiss on my lips and whispered the words "I love you," to me.

I snuggled closer to him and listened to his heart beat because I was nowhere near asleep but eventually I drifted off to sleep.

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