4-25-16
So if you'd tell me what went wrong,
Where the downfall began,
I could put it together for you
Like a puzzle.

And maybe nights underneath the stars and breaths between drops of rain will be the only home we understand
And I'm okay with that if you are.

I realized I lost my sanity without writing,
You realized I was the only sanity you've got.
And I don't mean to say you don't keep me sane,
Because, honestly, you do.

The oxygen in my veins feels too hot these days,
Yet I've got chills all over.

How many people see that
I haven't quite slept good since I met you?
Wishing we were more than casual conversations
Almost a year and the ache lingers somewhere,
I can't tell if it's at the bottom of the deep end,
Because I've been there lately,
I just don't see it- I don't see you.
I can't open my eyes, either.
But I'm not looking for you.

This ceiling doesn't talk back,
But the ghosts do.
We've been talking recently,
You see,
They just hang there,
And they watch.
The spirits remind me of you,
With tired eyes that are missing something,
The sick smiles, the quiet whispers,
The intellectual rants that meet early morning.
I lose sleep,
and I count the hours,
Tracing them back to all the yesterday's I've seen.
- (m.m)

Thank you guys so much. Also Idk how to title these bc they just progress into different topics and shit idk haha I like it though

How are you guys?? I love you <3