Late updates

2-14-16
I'll awake to fresh mountain air and empty sheets.
And I'll be thinking of you.

It was pitch black outside and cold as hell when Nickelback came on the radio,
And you know I followed every lyric and had you in my head.

The water below me is
Rushing rushing rushing
Like you in my veins.

The sun is shy behind the mountains,
But its light filters through somehow.

This place isn't where I belong.
I want to turn the car around and come back home.
Where you're at.
- (m.m)
I love the woods but I was away from home, and I hate the city I was in, even if we were in the woods and I missed this person like crazy, and I knew that I wasn't home without them. It killed me. I wasn't in the mindset to love the woods, I had too much in my head to give my love for the forest justice.

2-18-16
You wear your pride in high class
But, baby, your diamond necklace is simply a noose,
Choking you with your own deceit.
These materialistic comforts have jagged edges
And you're beginning to realize how bad it hurts to be carved into.

I can see it, with some sense of intellect,
That behind these bright stage lights and the clicks of anxious cameras,
And this paparazzi wanting you you you,
That something is missing from the whites of your eyes,
And the only reason you're not visibly shaking is that you've grown accustomed to faking everything.
Oh god, how I hate that I'm standing in the crowd below you.
I've always been a fan of you, dear,
But this time, my smile drips blood and I'm making myself nauseous.
How does it feel to be as suck as I am, love?
- (m.m)

I love this a lot ^^^