39; Eyes / SCREAM PROSE ABOUT MY COUNSELOR OOH YAY
2-22-16
If your eyes can create sparks,
I'm on fire.
If your eyes can fill the ocean,
You're drowning me.
If your eyes were shards of color,
You've colored me rainbow.
If your eyes can hold the answers,
I no longer have questions.
And if your eyes can make me fall in love,
You don't need to try,
My love,
You've already done it.
- (m.m)
You've got me smiling at the stars all over again,
Except with you, I hope it never has to end.
Because this time,
I want forever to last.
- (m.m)
It scares me how real this can get,
In a matter of days,
Because I don't want my world to come crashing down when this doesn't work out,
I know what that's like.
But I'll be okay,
I have to be.
As much as I want forever with you,
I know how flimsy that concept can be.
I want to prove that wrong with you, so bad.
- (m.m)
WHAT?! DO YOU FEEL SOME SENSE OF PRIDE IN BEING ABLE TO PREDICT MY EMOTIONS? AND WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING TRYING TO ACT LIKE I'M HERE BECAUSE OF YOU?! ALL YOU'VE DONE IS CAUSE ME ANXIETY. YOU ACT LIKE YOU CAN FIGURE ME OUT, LIKE I'M SOME PRODUCT, READY FOR INSPECTION. WELL, HERE'S YOUR WAKE UP CALL, BITCH, YOU CAN'T FIGURE ME OUT. I'M A MAZE WITH NO ENDING, A PUZZLE MISSING HALF THE PIECES. I'M NOT YOU AND I'LL NEVER BE, I DON'T WANT TO LIVE AN ORDINARY LIFE. I DON'T WANT TO LIVE A RELIGIOUS LIFE, EITHER. YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME, THOUGH, YOU ONLY CARE THAT YOU CAN TELL YOURSELF YOU GOT ME HERE. DOES THAT HELP YOU FUCKING SLEEP AT NIGHT? LIES MUST NOT GIVE YOU NIGHTMARES.. THIS ISN'T YOU. AT ALL. ALL OF THIS IS BECAUSE I PICKED MYSELF UP OFF THE GODDAMN GROUND AND STARTED AGAIN, THIS IS ME. YOU PRETEND TO LISTEN WHEN YOU NEED TO BE A COUNSELOR BUT SHUT IT ALL OFF WHEN YOU DON'T NEED TO DO YOUR JOB ANY MORE. YOU DON'T KNOW FREEDOM. YOU DON'T KNOW ME. YOU LOOK AT ME WITH THOSE EYES THAT BURN HOLES THROUGH ME, AND SEEM TO TELL ME I'M A DISAPPOINTMENT SOMEHOW. GOD, I HOPE YOU CAN'T READ MY LIES ON ME LIKE IT'S JEWELRY, BUT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN GOOD AT HIDING. AND MAYBE YOU SEE THEM, BUT CHOOSE TO LET IT GO. I CAN'T STAND THIS, I CAN'T STAND YOU.
- (m.m)
^^^ sorry if I offended you xD I needed that out
Also sleep deprivation am I right
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