6-13-16
Listen for me and im in the way the trees sway.
But listen for me again and im in your walls, scratching so you won't fall asleep.
You might dream of things that aren't me.
Im the way your records scratch.
Im the way the mirrors blur over.
Im the breath in your lungs
But I'll suffocate you.
You should get a warning,
Im self sustaining,
And i get caught up in my own head too much sometimes.
You should know I'll want things but say the opposite- im a contradiction within itself and I don't even give a fuck.
You should know I come from fucked up roots and I'll over analyze everything past rationality.
You'll want me to just think normal for once.
I'll get obsessive,
Yet I won't always want to get close-
It's something like stalking,
And Im an outsider.
Yet you should know the movement within my head and how much love I have.
You should know im a place of freedom,
You should know I'll keep your secrets
You should know these scars and these stories don't hold me down;
Nothing does.
You should know how fast I live,
How alive I need to be constantly (if im not alive, how do I write? See why I study everything? There's life everywhere if you haven't noticed).
You should know im so fucking in love with these passions I have and I connect myself to things that "can't even talk back to me".
You should know I get dark and I get high and I get low.
You should know im so sure of my love and there's a part of me that's unreachable, nobody can break it.
And I mold myself into that part of me, so im invincible. Because im so fucking indestructible.
- (m.m)

Under bright lights and behind the blue light of the stereo,
Our heartbeats match the bass in perfect synchronization and nobody understands how the music saves us.
We've got history between us,
History behind us.
But all we've got is pavement ahead and the stars above and it's all systems go.
We're so drunk on this lifestyle sobriety is out of the question entirely.
I look at the passenger seat and all I see is this pen and this fucking notebook and it's me and you till the end.
- (m.m)

I'm so fucking bad at titling things ugh hey also check out pareidolia by @revengeavenue bc it's amazing and I'll be writing (more) poetry in it so yeah

I love you. Thank you for existing.