6-4-16
The miles scare me,
But if i can make constellations in the sky from way down here,
I can connect me to you.
I'll do it, just watch.

The chlorine hangs in the air and i take myself back to February,
and I swear the trees outside don't have leaves,
I'm listening to the Weeknd,
Meeting you at parks, too scared to kiss you,
And trying to find a way to get to you from my hotel room.
But I open my eyes,
and it's hot out,
We're running on a timer,
I don't want to keep my hands off of you,
We're electric,
And the walls of a hotel bathroom are more inviting than the walls around me (still listening to The Weeknd- some things don't change too much).
I sink into myself when these walls are around me,
I'm not used to not being able to talk to them. (You met my old walls, and you saw how alive they are, you felt them, you did. Tell me, how did your conversation go?)
They're not created to be loved- the walls of this room.
They're not dirty enough.
They're a lot stronger than I.
They don't see, they don't feel,
A lot like somebody I know.
Somebody.
We're miles away now,
And you're lying your dystopia away.
You've put me, all of us, through so much shit.
I don't believe in second chances because you've gotten a thousand,
But I never knew the truth so you walked all over me.
I look at the pain in my brothers' eyes,
Watch my own reflection ripple in the mirror,
As the image goes blurry and i disappear into myself,
Hiding behind the pain.
We've all had a hard time sleeping but you're just fine on those pills.
I'm not sure how many of us have decided that abusing such substances isn't a bad idea,
You don't realize you merely followed us.
You've lied so long you've even got yourself tricked.

You and I will love until we don't know how to anymore.

You and I will crash and burn, you've got the wheel, I've lost control. You're a shitty person.

All of us can get through this, we've dealt with her bullshit, we gotta stay together. We are all we have anymore.
- (m.m)

Different people, still a mess, here you go I love you, I hope this makes a little bit of sense.