After what happened last week, Bayley had been thinking about Sasha more and more secretly wanting and wishing that she was in her arms right now.

Maybe, just maybe she had made a terrible mistake but for now it is what it is there's just too much hurt to go around.

Some people would call this weird but Sasha had left a hoodie in Bayleys closet and never came back to get it, wasn't even that long ago either and it still had her scent on it.

Bayley would find herself snuggling with it at night, made her feel so close but yet so far away, was this real life right now?

Just like tonight...it's 2am and she can't sleep clutching Sashas hoodie yeah, maybe she fucked up this time. For the first time in forever tears started running down her face it... maybe she should've tried harder.

Bayleys POV:

Okay yeah I miss her anything else you wanna know? damn it Mercedes makes me so mad sometimes I'm not a person that would just run away when things get tough I'll try my hardest to work it out...but I had to go this time I didn't see any hope for us...over a year of us at each others throats what could I do? what would you have me do? 

.....A week later

Nothing has changed, Bayley nor Sasha have had any communication with each other nothing new right? Bayley went out with a few of her childhood friends to a block party where they had to much to drink and got all drunk, typical Saturday.  (believe me 😂 something about the hot sun and alcohol in Cali) Staggering down the block to her house about to throw up at any second now...to many gin and juicy eh Pam? Somehow she didn't throw up but as soon as she got herself in the house she plopped down on the couch drinking had become a new thing since she moved out here, not healthy but it is what it is. In her drunken state, Bayley did the unthinkable.... feeling a little horny she snapped a picture and send it to Sasha...you know what kind of picture I'm talking about...

Sashas POV:

WHOA WHAT THE...did she just send me her....