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I've done something that I truly regret in the past. Being young wasn't an excuse. Up until now, I can't bring myself to forgive my sin. If only you weren't so selfish, this wouldn't have happened. It's all your fault.

"Hmm...this isn't good."

The doctor said.

"What's wrong, doc?"

Her assistant asked.

"They brought in this kid from another counseling center. They said she barely responds to anything. It's a trama. 'Says here that her friend dided and she blames herself for it. She refuses to eat or even sit on the sofa. I even heard the mom went crazy on her! I understand her pain but... That poor child has feelings of remorse, too. What a messed up society we live in."

The doctor said.

"My heart..."

The assistant said.

"Some people have given up on her treatment but... I'm going to do everything I can to save her."

The doctor walked into the glass room.

"Hi sweetie, how are you feeling? It's so dark in here, can I turn on the lights?"

She asked.

You stared at her with teary eyes.

"No? Okay... Here, let's do a little exercise. Can you draw your feelings for me in this paper right here?"

She asked handing a blank piece of white paper out to you.

"Put everything that makes you sad. Anything! Scribble your sadness away."

The doctor said. You stared at it in confusion. She smiled at you. You started drawing. You then handed it to her.

"Finished?"

She asked. She ripped it in half. She started ripping into many tiny pieces and threw it in the trash.

"All of your sadness belongs in the trash. Sweetie, did you know your sins and sadness don't define you. You're still too young, you have so much of life left in you. Don't let these bad feelings get in your way. Everytime you're sad, scared, or angry, just put all of your feelings in a piece of paper... And throw them away. They all belong in the trash.

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Bad feelings...sad feelings... Trash... Trash... Trash...

You spotted a picture of you and Eri. You grabbed it.

TRASH.

As time passed, I've realized that it was wrong... But it was the only thing that kept me sane. "I told you didn't I? I don't deserve anyone."

Bakugo stared at you after you finished your story trying to process all of it.

"I... "

He started.

I killed you with another cliffhanger.

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