I'm not the girl anymore.
Not that fear stricken girl child you made believe was nothing without you.
I'm not that girl anymore.

I'm not that girl anymore.
You left with her and left my body void of a soul.
I'm not that girl anymore.

It took a lot of time,
To wash off your scent from my body.
To wash off your words from my heart.
To wash out the pain you left me lounging on too.
It took a lot of time.

Nights of shivering cold.
You weren't there to warm me up anymore.
You weren't there to lie to me anymore.
Nights of shivering cold.

I'm not that girl anymore.
The girl that loved you wholly.
That girl that poured her all into you.
I'm more than that girl now.

I fill each vessel that passes by me with as much love as I can.
I didn't let you leave me hard.
My heart still searches for the good in people.

I'm a woman,
Beautiful, cracked and golden.
I'm a woman.

Roses🌹