Maybe if I never said yes

We would be okay

Still laughing, smiling, joking

Doing whatever friends would do

Forgetting about the awkwardness that tried to come in between us

But I didn't say no

And instead we fell apart

Craving for one another

Addicted with the feeling of having a hoaxed significant other

Wanting the attention that came with being together

Falling for the naive decisions and false feelings

It was unhealthy

It broke us, shattering our relationship into millions of pieces

Flimsy tape unable to repair the damage

I regret it

I hate it

I never want to relive it

And I know you don't want to either

So why do you keep bringing it up

And keep on opening wounds

That want to be kept shut?