LILI'S POV

I sat on the passenger seat with Yoongi-oppa driving while Taehyung-oppa and Kookie sat in the back conversating to themselves. I looked at my fingers nervously, twiddling my thumbs and my nervousness started to bring tears to my eyes. This is my one and only shot to achieve my dreams and be a part of the Idol World, if I blow it I'll only be proving my parents right that I'm not meant to make music and that it was a waste of my time. I remember that they all told me that I'm meant to be in their world and that I have what it takes, what if they're wrong? What if I fail? What will they think of me then? Will they still be my friends and my only family?

I felt a hand place over my own snapping me out of my thoughts as a tear drop fell from my eyes as I blink. I notice the rings on his fingers and I immediately recognize it, it was Yoongi trying to calm me down.

I look up at him as more tears fell from my eyes. I can only wish, its never going to happen. I like him a lot, like a lot. He hand moves up to my face and he wiped my tears. My cheeks flush and I look at him in awe.

"You are Wite and you have one of the sickest flow in rapping in Daegu and they will sign you," he reassured me as his hand went back to mine and rubbed tiny circles on my hand with his thumb.

He deep voice had a soothing touch that calmed me down and anxiety left me for a while.

As we travelled to BigHit Ent. HQ, I quietly rapped to myself making sure that I had every everything perfected, as well as making sure that only Yoongi could hear me.

"Eopeo modu hanpan yesanghaji mothan paran
Noryeok eopsi hantanman haedaemyeo maksang
Kkore eumak handapsigo nol ttae alba jarina
Deo arabwara neoui jjalgo ganeudaran
Keorieoroneun hana mana getji-ji," I fumbled up the words and let out a frustrating groans.

"Again," Yoongi said calmly still rubbing circles on my hand with his thumb.

"Eopeo modu hanpan yesanghaji mothan paran
Noryeok eopsi hantanman haedaemyeo maksang
Kkore eumak handapsigo nol ttae alba jarina
Deo arabwara neoui j-j-jalgo?" I forgot words and felt a lump in my throat starting to form as my eyes watered.

"You can do it just deep breath, Flower," Yoongi said still continuing with his calming circles.

It didn't help, my anxiety was climbing and tears started to fall.

"Lili, follow me, okay?" He calmly said.

I nodded slightly and he saw out of the corner of his eye. He took a deep breath in and I mimicked. Took a deep breath out and I mimicked again. We did this until I calmed down.

He then began rapping with me to make sure I don't mess up and we did that until I did it perfectly a couple of times.

Jungkook and Taehyung-oppa both clapped and cheered when they heard me rap which instantly made me feel better.

Once we reached HQ, we headed in and was greeted by, Byeon Jaeun, the receptionist.

"Good morning, Jaeun-ssi," I greeted her with a smile and bow while wiping my red eyes.

"Good morning, Lili-ya," Jaeun returned my gesture. "And good morning to you too, boys."

"Good morning, Jaeun-ssi," The bowed greeting her while they stood behind me.

"You look very different, Lili-ya," Jaeun looked at my clothes. "You always dress so preppy and not edgy, it's different."

"Its for something I have to face today," I muttered. "Don't worry my other style will be back tomorrow, I hope."

"Oh no, that's not what I meant, Lili-ya," Jaeun raised her hands up in defense. "I like this style, it suits you well."

"Thank you," I smiled.

"Anyways, thought it was you and the boys's day off today," Jaeun said looking at us confused. "What brings you here today?"

"Umm," I muttered shyly. "I'm here for my audition."

"Audition? Let me check, what is it under by?" Jaeun looked through the computer typing away.

"It's under the name Wite," Namjoon answered for me. "W-I-T-E."

"Wite," Jaeun repeated as she kept her eyes on the screen. "Ah here it is, Wite for 10:30 AM with company head board. Wait that includes me, along with everyone else."

"Oh, that's a lot of people," I muttered. "But thank you, see you in a few, Jaeun-ssi."

"I can't wait, Lili-ya," she smiled and went back to work.

I nodded and gave her an awkward smile and left for the waiting room. I sulk bringing my shoulders down making my usual confident stature down.

"Lili," I feel someone put their arm across my shoulders. "You'll do great, okay? I know you will."

I look up to see Yoongi smiling at me. I gave him a light smile in return and went back to looking at the ground.

I sat down on the couch in the lobby, and check the time on my phone. It read 10:08, I sighed deeply, 22 minutes.

I began mumbling the raps quietly as began to pretend to play the piano on my lap.

Time passed and I had five minutes left till my audition. The boys didn't bother me which I would guess was Yoongi's idea when he saw how nervous I am.

"You ready, Lili-noona?" Kookie asked me as a stood up from the couch.

"Ready as I'll ever be," I said lightly.

The eight of us entered the elevator and Jimin being beside the floor selector pressed the top floor button. The elevator made its way up as I felt me nervousness rising as I watch the floor numbers go up.

When we reached the top floor, I exited the elevator first and look down the hall to see an open door with a sign that said, "Lili-ya's Audition." I felt my stomach start to churn as I began walking towards the door at as the boys followed behind me. I reached the door and knocked as I looked around the big room, two-thirds of the room were filled with people length wise, I spot Sejin-nim, PD-nim, Jaeun-ssi and the trainees, TXT, they're debuting in 2019.

"Good morning, Lili or should I say, Wite," PD-nim teased with a smile. "Please come in. Auditioner information, Name: Nam Lili. Age: 23. Date of Birth: October 31st 1996. Height: 5'3" Weigt: 114lbs. Education: 4th year university under a fully paid scholarship to Seoul National University. Parents: Nam Jiha and Nam Daeun. Sibling or siblings: Nam Woojae, older brother. Job: BigHit Entertainment intern to BTS manager, Kim Sejin."

Befor walking in I wince at the mention of my parents names. I walk into the room hiding my nervousness confidence in my posture.

"Good morning," I said giving them a smile and a bow.

"Is anyone else out there, Lili?" Sejin-nim asked.

"Oh, uh, yes," I said trying to sound calm. "The boys are outside the door."

"Tell them to come in," PD-nim told me. "We have seats for them here."

I looked out the door and looked at the boys giving them a hand signal to come in. The boys entered with smiles on their face.

"ANNYEONGASEYO!" The boys said in unison with a smile and a bow.

"Annyeonghaseyo, BTS," the room responded.

The boys took there seats up fronts and the clock stroked 10:30.

"Ok, you ready?" PD-nim asked.

"I guess," I gave them a light smile.

"K, whenever you're ready," Sejin-nim said getting up and handing me a mic as I politely said thank you and he went back to his seat.

Yoongi had his laptop with him, I assume that he playing the instrumental versions of the track for them to get a feel.

"The first song that I am rapping is a original," I said hold the mic.

I looked at him and gave him a thumbs up and he pressed play.

Once the song finished the people in the room clapped and whistled a little, the whistle came from mostly TXT and BTS. The judges write things down on their sheet and gave me a thumbs up signalling me to play the next song.

"My second song is a cover," I smiled. "The artist and song is pretty obvious."

I finished me rap and earned a standing ovation from everyone in the room and I smiled brightly.

"That was outstanding, Wite," PD-nim exclaimed. "Your diction and flow really pulled off both pieces perfectly and the message you try to send is very clear and noticeable in your original piece, what's the title of the song might I ask."

"The song is called 100%," I smiled happily.

"I absolutely no words for your performance," Sejin-nim cheered. "It really is an amazing audition but now we need to see how good of a dancer your are."

"Sure, no problem," I couldn't stop smiling.

Yoongi sat back down and clicked on I'm a Mess by Bebe Rexha and everyone sat back down eager to see what happens. The take off my jacket and toss it to the side revealing my tight, black long sleeved shirt. I gave Yoongi a thumbs up and he pressed play again and began dancing.

Lili's dance is until the 1:20 mark.

I finished out breath and received another standing ovation from the crowd.

"We've made our decision, Lili," PD-nim announced and I smiled. "We want you to sign to join BigHit Entertainment as an artist."

The whole room bursted into fits of cheers and yelling as tears threatened my eyes.

"BUT!" PD-nim yelled over the crowd getting their's and mine's attention. "Not as a solo artist."

Everyone started to mutter and gasp in confusion.

"We want you to sign as a member," PD-nim created suspense amongst the people. "For....."

I was eager, happy, nervous and excited at the same time.

"BTS!"

The people gasped, after they gasped BTS gasped except for Namjoon and then I gasped.

"WHAT?!" I screamed in joy.

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Author's notes: WE'RE GETTING INTO THE PLOT!!! WOOOOOOOOOO!!! I'M SO EXCITED!!! DKHDHAEKSKJFRKF!!