The feeling of peace seemed to be everywhere, I knew I wasn't dead but instead floating gently within some sort of water source. I wanted so badly to stay there but the empty void in my chest brought my mind back to the most recent events, looking up slightly I began to float towards the surface where I left the water before allowing myself to land gently by its bank. Looking around I noticed that whoever had moved me here had returned me to the waterfall, looking down at my hands I noticed they were shaking ever so slightly which I found mesmerising but a soft sense of vibrations in the ground told me of something approaching. Activating my exovision as I liked to call it I noticed two human figures approaching, returning my vision to normal I noticed it was Abby and Jake which made me relax slightly but I couldn't understand why they were here.

"Hey MewLing..... it's been a while," Jake greeted softly, lowering my gaze I turned away from them to look at the waterfall once more.

"I failed him..... I promised to protect him just like he promised he wouldn't leave me...... I disobeyed David and now Liam is dead..... I want to feel something but I can't feel anything..... the blood on my hands feels like simple water but I know how much I am to blame for this mess...... if only I hadn't overreacted Liam would still be alive...." I rasped closing my eyes, the sound of them coming closer made me flinch slightly.

"MewLing it wasn't your fault, David knew what would break you so he used it against you, it was natural for you to snap, Liam's death is not on your hands it's on his!" Jake pleaded, shaking my head I clenched my hands into fists.

"I'm dangerous to this world! I have hurt so many people and even killed others!" I cried out, the feeling of a hand touching my arm made me lash out and when I opened my eyes I noticed I had thrown Jake and Abby backwards quite a distance.

"MewLing calm down!" Abby pleaded in return, shaking my head I took a step back and when I noticed MewTwo arrive I flinched.

"MewLing calm down and let us help you, your mind is in distress and your body is shaken, you must calm down before you hurt yourself," MewTwo soothed, shaking my head I looked down at my hands and I swore I caught a glimpse of blood stains before I felt myself losing it.

"I can't stay, I am leaving for a place no one will find me, please, don't come searching for me," I rasped before turning and taking off into the skies, using the sun as my indicator I turned southward for the frozen wasteland of Antarctica. The fading sounds of their cries for me to stay made me flinch, I hated leaving but if I stayed I would endanger them all. I knew MewTwo would respect my space but Abby and Jake would search until their lives were no more, glancing back I watched their small shapes vanish into the distance as I continued southward.

**Time Skip**

The feeling of the cold southern winds snapped me from my thoughts as I felt myself growing closer and closer to the place where I would rest, slowing myself I allowed myself to be sucked into the swirling winds of a blizzard. Flying lower to the ground I headed for the middle of the frozen wasteland where others had a lower chance of locating my whereabouts, ever so slowly I lowered myself down onto the soft white carpet of delicate flakes. Placing a hand down I began to melt the snow beneath my feet turning the soft blanket of snow into a freezing puddle of water, keeping my hand down I allowed myself to sink deeper and deeper into the large island of ice until I could barely see the world above. Now deep within the ice itself I curled up into a comfortable position awaiting the water to cool and freeze, this far from humanity and this far down in the ice I had high doubts anyone would find me. A feeling of numbness eventually began to creep over my skin as I sat there motionless, closing my eyes I began to think over my life and everything I had done up until this point. The more I thought about it the emptier I felt, all those lives I had taken had been because of a fatal error in my mind and soul that allowed me to bond with a young boy. With a final sigh I felt the water around me turning to ice and I welcomed the freezing cold it brought with it, with any luck the human race would forget about me and I would vanish from existence completely.

A bit short yeah but I do have an idea for a second book, Imma also start working on a full body design of MewLing so you guys can see what she looks like in full form not just a head shot that looks like MewTwo, anyways I hope you guys enjoyed my first ever pokemon book!