Hi, Jeongin. It's me, Sandy.

It's my birthday today. Looking back and reading the letters your family sent back to me, I can say how immature the 16-year-old me was.

It has been two years since the last time I saw you. I can still remember the exact words I said when I wished on my birthday last 2019.

"I wish.. Jeongin would come with me on a picnic. I promise I will let him go and let him be happy without me. Just this once, I wish he would come."

Words I shouldn't have said.

Wish I shouldn't have wished.

A wish I never actually thought you would grant.

If only I knew what would happen, I shouldn't have wished that.

You should have refused like what you always do.

You shouldn't have granted my wish.

I wouldn't mind being rejected for the nth time.. If that rejection would spare your life.

Mom said I should stop now. I should stop blaming myself, I should forgive myself.

It's time to let you and my old self go now. As much as I want to forgive myself, please forgive me.

I wish you are happy wherever you are now.

Please grant my wish this time, once again, with no regrets.

I love you.

The end.