"Alexander, I..."
"No Magnus. Don't say anything now." I so much want to tell him what I think, what I feel. My dreams are just coming true. I know exactly what he wanted to tell me. And yet he doesn't give me a chance to spread out my world before him. The grip on my neck is strong and relentlessly his lips caress mine, pampering and letting me slip into a state of absolute contentment. We can talk later. Right now, all that matters is the man in front of me and his hand on my hip. Groping, slender fingers make their way under the hem of my jumper. Subconsciously I tense the muscles on my stomach, gasping into Alexander's mouth as his tongue pushes through my lips unbidden. More and more skin is explored, his fingertips triggering a wave of arousal. Even though we're still in his bathroom, not moving our bodies in soft sheets, I'm unspeakably hot. His every touch literally burns into me. The heat and the fog in my head make me forget everything around us. In a flowing movement the warming fabric leaves my body. Cold welcomes me with open arms and I have never enjoyed anything so much as his glances at my naked upper body. The excited sparkle that I have already seen several times this evening is back. Alexander licks his lips and I literally melt at the sight.

I breathe quickly and teasingly, fingertips glide over my nipples, squeezing lightly and I see Alexander's gaze registering the change in my nipple with excitement. Moaning, I surrender to him, grip the seat tightly and instinctively lift my hips as Alexander undoes the buttons of my jeans with his other hand. Everything happens so quickly and I hardly have time to think about it. I don't even want to. Head off, heart on. And my heart cries out loud, craving his touch. The fabric of my shorts stays in place. One last deep look into ocean blue eyes that say so much to me right now and yet one last question remains. How far will we go? Where will this end and will we ever look into each other's eyes afterwards as we do right now in this moment?

He lowers his head and I hold my breath in surprise for a moment. Night-black hair invites me to run my fingers through the silky soft strands. I can't resist the urge and at the same time I feel Alexander's lips on my still cloth-covered cock. He kisses and nibbles his way from root to tip and I feel like I'm going to collapse at any moment. Longing for velvet-soft lips that glide tenderly over my swollen member. Tender and gentle, demanding and electrifying.
"Alexander." I wrestle with myself and my demons. Never has a man been so close to me. Am I ready? And yet I want this so badly. My moan echoes through the room, Alexander pushes the fabric of my shorts over my hips and my heart almost jumps out of its rightful place. Cool air blows around my heated shaft. He hasn't even started to use his lips or tongue yet and I am already completely intoxicated. I close my eyes with pleasure, let my fingers slide through his soft hair again and again and try to concentrate on what is happening here. Alexander's lips kiss my groin, gentle bites into my aroused skin and I can hardly stand it. I want him so bad, his hands all over my skin and his cock deep inside me.

"Ya tuhan alexander. Apa yang kamu lakukan denganku?", I say moaning. And again I lapse into my mother tongue. Alexander does not understand me. But he doesn't react to my words either. Tenderly his lips caress my skin, I press my pelvis against his caresses. Alexander gives me what I desire. And I am only too happy to let it happen. Even though I don't know what to expect and my heart beats so loudly in my chest that I'm afraid of giving myself away, I trust that my hormones already know what they're doing. Alexander doesn't hesitate and I enjoy his demanding manner. His hands cup my thighs, lifting them and I claw harder into his hair as he places my legs on his shoulders. Completely surrendered and aroused, I moan loudly as sweet lips full of love and tenderness finally glide over my hard cock. A feather-light touch and yet I feel everything twice as strongly. Circling movements on the insides of my thighs intensify the irrepressible desire for Alexander and more of his caresses.

I want more, so much more. I want him to fuck me and look deep into my eyes. Alexander breathes innocent kisses on my penis. Hot and excited, it twitches with every little touch. I feel the first drops of pleasure flowing from my glans and Alexander's deep growl as his lips enclose my tip.
"Lebih," I moan without thinking about my words.
"Lebih. Alexander." This is the fulfilment of one of my countless fantasies. Many nights alone with my thoughts produced material for thousands of hours of pure eroticism. Alexander performs an erotic dance, his tongue caresses my glans and I run my fingers incessantly through his soft hair. Exploratory hands trace paths over greedy skin, which rises up in surrender under attention and caress. Slight trembling intensifies the arousal, Alexander lets his tongue and lips glide around my cock. A satisfying dance and with pleasure I lick my dry lips. How I would love to feel his lips on mine. But the thought vanishes as quickly as it came. Alexander takes my hard cock deep inside him, pauses briefly and I feel warm air against my skin. The feeling is indescribable.

Slowly he moves away and without pause my cock slides back into his warm mouth. His movements become faster and faster and I am just a moaning something under his skilful tongue and the sinful lips that close tightly around my penis. All too quickly the wave of ecstasy builds. Moaning loudly, I try to find a hold in his hair. I feel hot and slightly dizzy, my head is spinning. My abdomen is tingling so much, heat floods my veins and I want nothing more than release soon.
"Jangan berhenti. Ini baik saja. Ya Tuhan, aku akan segera ke sana. Ya ... sial ya Alexander," I gasp, pressing my quivering heated womb towards Alexander's greedy mouth.

I know the feeling of an orgasm, when heat gathers in my body, gushes out and happy hormones flood my veins and nerve endings. But this is so different from anything I have experienced before. It is incredibly erotic and the initial uncertainty has disappeared. What remains is the feeling of having made the right decision and yet something is still missing to achieve complete satisfaction. Alexander's movements become slower. Gentle strokes of his tongue over my shaft, lips gently and lovingly brushing over heated skin. The ecstasy in my loins has stopped, I am breathing heavily and still feel the last puffs of the telltale tingling. However, it's not as strong as it was just a moment ago. He gives me a short break and even though I should be frustrated at being denied ecstasy, I am relieved. I want to enjoy this while I can. The gentle movements around my penis feel enormously good.

His thumb strokes my lower lip and I open my eyes in surprise. I look into deep blue and see a storm of emotions. His cheeks glow a soft pink and the midnight black of his hair is beautiful. Lascivious, dark and extremely aroused. That's how I would describe Alexander at this moment. His lips cup my penis, moving slowly around heated flesh and I swear by all that is sacred to me, I will never forget this sight. Moaning, I push through my back, move my pelvis and deeper my cock slides into his throat. He doesn't move, keeps the head in place. Slowly I move away and immediately thrust hard. Alexander doesn't make a face as my glans grazes his throat. Instead, there is a slight tremor and a deep murmur from his beautiful mouth with its moist, shiny pink lips. Fuck is this horny.

Alexander's thumb presses through the gap in my lips and my tongue lasciviously plays around his skin. I can only guess what he intends to do and moisten his thumb sufficiently. My wildest dreams are not nearly as satisfying as his tongue, which runs tenderly around my glans and elicits the sweetest sounds. I would never have believed that my first sexual experience would be so erotic and exciting. Never was it enough and never did I feel better than I do right now in this moment. Alexander's thumb leaves my mouth and with a wildly beating heart I follow the path of his hand, fingertips grazing my hard nipple, slowly running over my quivering body and igniting a true storm or rather an inner explosion inside me as the tip of his thumb brushes over my entrance and with light pressure and circular movements makes me forget everything. Hot adrenaline flows through my veins, loud guttural moans fill the room. I feel like I'm burning up inside. Alexander's tongue around my penis, his hand on my hip and the tip of his thumb caressing the part of my body that is extremely sensitive to touch. A moment for the ages and I just can't take my eyes off this beautiful man.

"Aku menginginkanmu Alexander. Banyak." I feel burning pressure and close my eyes briefly, taking a hissing breath and immediately feeling soothing strokes across my pelvic bone. An erotic interplay of tender sucking and teasing around my swollen glans begins. Paired with Alexander's thumb which breaks through the barrier of my muscle ring and transports me moaning loudly into other dimensions. This is so incredibly horny and hot and I am about to explode. Alexander releases my cock from his mouth, his blue eyes dark with lust and glaring greedily at me.
"I would love to kiss you Magnus. Don't hold back. I want to hear you, be loud. I want everything from you, I want to taste you and know how beautiful you look when you come," he murmurs and I am no longer able to speak. Not a word passes my lips, I swallow dryly. My throat is slightly raw and dry.

"Sial," I almost shout. Alexander doesn't do things by halves, puts his mouth over my throbbing hot penis and immediately takes it in deep. I claw into his hair like a drowning man and pull at the strands. Without warning he has pressed a second finger into my tightness, the pain slips through the nerves, only briefly and is immediately overshadowed by the intoxicating cocktail of pleasure. Greedily, quickly and without pause, Alexander's lips glide over my hard shaft. Tongue, lips, fingers. A symbiosis and my orgasm overtakes me to an unexpected extent. Moaning loudly, with the fingers of my left hand buried deep in Alexander's hair and the right clawing for support in the heated skin of my neck, these new feelings and emotions overwhelm me. I am on fire, hot and the blood rushes in my ears. The scent of ecstasy settles on my taste buds, I give it everything it desires. Screaming out my lust and desire, I thrust my pulsating cock deep into his throat and hear a satisfied growl. The vibration around my penis and the teasing caress of his fingertips inside me are so incredibly intense and stimulating.

I can't think straight at all, riding the wave full of happiness, ecstasy and satisfaction. Only slowly do his fingers leave my confines, tenderly stroking the insides of my thighs before my penis finally leaves his warm moist oral cavity. I breathe heavily and only slowly realise what has just happened here. My legs are still resting on Alexander's shoulders. Opening my eyes and facing reality is out of the question right now. I hear the sound of a belt buckle opening and fabric leaving a body. Alexander grips my ankles and thus brings me back to my previous position. Again rustling and the dull sound of heavy boots on hard tiled floor. Now would be the moment to open my eyes but I cannot. Fatigue overtakes me, blackness passes by and invites me to let myself slip into emptiness.

Warm soft hands gently embrace my face, I open my eyes hesitantly and could cry with happiness. Alexander smiles lovingly at me and before I can say a word, his lips are on mine. And as if it had always been like this, a passionate kiss breaks out and our tongues find each other automatically, dancing to their own melody which perfectly matches the beat of our wildly beating hearts.
"I didn't understand a word of what you said to me. But it doesn't matter. Fuck this turns me on so much Magnus," he says, wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me onto his lap. He's hard.

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What Magnus says to Alec:

"Ya Tuhan Alexander. Apa yang kamu lakukan denganku?"
Oh god Alexander. What are you doing to me?

"Lebih."
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"Jangan berhenti. Ini baik saja. Ya Tuhan, aku akan segera ke sana. Ya ... sial ya Alexander."
Don't stop. This is so good. Oh God I'll be right there. Yes... fuck yes Alexander.

"Aku menginginkanmu Alexander. Banyak."
I want you Alexander. So much.

"Sial."
Holy shit.