All right, first off, if you didn't know, Independence Day is my second favorite holiday, next to Christmas

Well, I had to work today, and everything that could go wrong did

And there was two of us working

I'm in tears rn because thinking about what just happened literally brings the anxiety back

So working today was one of the managers, Jesse, Randy, me, and two delivery people, Greg and Jeff.

Psych, one delivery guy because Jeff's car breaks down.

Guess who's has to drive out and pick Jeff up?

Randy

And as soon as he leaves, there's 5 lines of the phone, 3 online orders on the board, pizzas coming out of the oven, and customers coming in for their pick ups.

Jesse is frantically taking pizzas out of the oven and running up to get counter, I'm trying to make pizzas and then run to answer the phones. Customers are getting pissed because the delivery time is so long. Jesse and I are both on the verge of tears when Randy finally gets back with Jeff.

It was 9:30 and I promised Jesse I'd start cleaning the sub station and make line at 9.

So I'm trying to clean the sub station but customers keep coming in and phones keep ringing and orders need to be made and stuff is coming out of the ovens and I literally COULD NOT breathe. Air was not reaching my lungs and I was getting really light headed.

Then, Jesse tells me it's 10 and I felt awful that I didn't get my stuff cleaned because she'll probably have to stay longer now...

And on top of all that... I didn't get to see any fireworks... and the ones going off around the neighborhood are blocked by trees.

I'm so upset and out of it I can't even eat. I'm hungry physically, but when my dad offered to get me food I felt like I was gonna throw up. Then he offered to make a fire but I didn't want to sit out and listen to fireworks that I couldn't see...

And now I'm crying for the second time just from writing this part

Goodnight