Do you ever just... sit there and think about friends you used to have?

I used to have an app called Spray Can where I drew digital art. Mostly of Warrior cats, but I was still on there when I got into TMNT and such.

I had a lot of friends on there. It was such a close, tight-knit community. Of course, there was a couple people that I didn't like very much but that comes with anything in life really

Do you guys remember AmbivalentArtist ? Hannah? Yeah! That's where we met. We've been friends for ages... since at least 7th grade, which would mean it's been at least 5 to 6 years. To this date, she's the only internet friend to whom I've ever given my phone number to and we still text to this day!

I had so many other friends... Eva. I remember her very specifically. She lived in Quebec City, she was a sweetheart. I remember one time she told me what she looked like- and her description was exactly how I would describe myself. I never saw a picture, but from then on, I wondered if I ever went to Quebec, if I would find a girl who looks exactly like me.

I doubt it, but I still always wondered, you know?

Then there was Olivia, or Oliver? I'm not sure if they ever decided for sure if they were trans, but they were one of my best friends. They were literally the most popular Warrior artist on the app... and they were my friend. They were always so nice to me. They were the first person to follow me, they voted for my art. They said I was a good artist. After I lost my drawing Instagram page, I lost contact with them. I would have no clue how to find them... they always changed accounts to start over.

Most of my old friends had Wattpads at one point... and they all left. They left... and suddenly, I had no one.

And then RealestTrashcan followed me :') And suddenly I had friends again.

I guess the whole point of this post was... thanks for being there for me guys. You guys have stuck with me for years now and I've made such a tight-knit group of friends that even though I can't see you guys physically, I know I'm never alone. You may not be my first group of internet friends... but thanks for sticking with me. I love you guys.