I didn't sleep at all last night.

I kept waking up to see if I received Dreamz's recovery code by email.

I've sent for it a total of five times but I still haven't received it... just my luck I'd be one of the 48 hour cases...

I also kept having dreams last night that one of her friends had brought her iPad to Thailand, and Dreamz logged in and saw that I needed a verification code and sent it to me, so I kinda woke up this morning thinking that'd be true because even someone's who's usually conscious that they're dreaming can have wishful thinking :/

I also didn't study for any of my exams today. I spent all my study time trying to recover Dreamz's account.

It's not even the streaks I'm upset about at this point. I promised Dreamz something and I can't go through with it. That's not something friends do.

So if Dreamz ends up losing her streaks, I'm getting rid of my streaks. I should have consequences for my own mistakes, not her.

God I'm such a bad friend. I can't even call myself a Ravenclaw. I literally thought to myself "Hey, you should log into Dreamz's account before she leaves, to make sure everything goes right." But I didn't because I knew it would log her out of Snapchat on her phone.

But if I would have done that, I could have shot her a PM on Wattpad and told her I needed a verification code. Then she could have just turned it off and we wouldn't have been in this whole mess.

I'm such a fucking idiot.