Sometimes I wonder if life would just be easier without having friends I can't ever hang out with and actually interact with.

Like

I don't know.

It's just really sad to think about.

Like my friend Hannah, for example (she was on here for a little bit as AmbivalentArtist I think? I'm not sure but I know her username had ambivalent in it).

I've known her for around 5 years now.

That's a pretty long time.

But guess what?

I've never even met her.

It honest to God makes me want to cry. It's not FAIR. Why do I have 4 friends in real life, but a ton of the Internet that I'll never know?

It's just SO infuriating too me.