It was an afternoon as I got our lunch ready and sighed.

We moved to a different Hotel, a nicer one. It's been a week here, seeing him like that killed me inside, it hurted even more seeing him like that.

I just stood there thinking to myself how we thought of enjoying our beautiful honeymoon but this is what we got all of a sudden.

A disaster we never expected in our flower fields of heart that broke us and wounded us deeply.

I wiped the tears that fell from my eyes and looked down.

The Namjoon I always had! They changed him completely, he's traumatized so dangerously that it scares me.

Never thought I'll say something like that, I love him so much and always will but what I have now scares me as I looked up and turned my head towards the bed while he layed peacefully, deep in his sleep.

I quickly wiped my tears and forced a smile on myself as I went in the room and sat beside him on the bed while I placed the food tray on the bedside table.

"Babe wake up, let's eat our lunch."
I said and woke him up softly as he slowly opened his eyes to look at me and my gaze softened.

"Let's eat." I said and pecked his lips and he sat up like an obedient child, just silently sat up and ate.

We both kept eating until we finished and I arranged the plates back of the tray as I got up to leave the room when he held my wrist looking at me leave when I looked in his eyes to see the fear.

"I'm not going anywhere okay, I'm just going to the kitchen, would you like to come too? "
I said and he got up and followed me behind.

He grabbed the remote and grabbed my waist as he sat down on the couch and made me sit between his legs while his arms wrapped around me as we watched the TV.

I didn't mind his such behaviour since I knew he was scared and stick with me throughout the day.

I just felt bad cause of the trauma, I didn't just want to heal myself but also heal him.

I wanted the old Namjoon back, the one that I always had.

While we were watching a movie and whenever a romantic scene came up, he laid me down on the couch and started making out.

However he was still my Joon but I missed his dimple smiled.

I just lay there parting my legs as he lay between them one of my arms wrapped around him while the other hand playing with his soft fluffy hair.