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Seokjin's P. O. V.

Jimin and I decided to enjoy a movie together after dinner but somewhere midway I had began talking about how I had met Taehyung in the evening and how he had actually threatened me to flee.

"Oh my God Jin!" I think you should tell this to Joon or Hobi" he was clearly panicking, "I think you should totally talk about this when Kook comes in the morning" he grabbed at my arm with wide anxious eyes.

"Chim, calm down" I tried to get him to relax a bit "it's Tae we're talking about, he'd never hurt me, or us". I saw his frown deepen as I reminisced about the look in Taehyung's eyes as he tried to threaten me "he's hiding from us, I know there are things eating him up from within".

Hard heavy banging at the door startled us out of our current conversation and we shared a confused look before Jimin beamed. Namjoon at  times came over to spend the night with him and they had quite the fun. Yep, I know exactly what kind of fun they have, curse these thin walls!

I smiled to myself as Jimin giggled and hopped his way to the door.

"Oh fuck!" I heard Jimin's shaky voice and leaned back to check who it was at the door. I shot up as my eyes caught a ragged and bloody Taehyung, who made his way around an astounded Jimin to walk into the living room.

"What are you doing here? I told you I'm not running away! I'm not scared of you! Screw you! You can't make me!" I shouted out my exasperation as he edged closer and closer until I realized he had me cornered against a wall. I watched his eyes keenly delve into me, following my every move as he eyed me up and down like a man possessed.

"What are you doing?" I realized my voice had suddenly lost its rage and fervour as I felt him get closer still, his breathing was so jagged as if he had ran to come here. I tensed up a bit as he leaned in to cup my face with his bloody hands.

I felt him push his nose into my head and breathe in, as odd as the whole situation was this felt so comforting. His nose rubbed down my eyes and I felt his mouth rub against my cheek, felt his hair tickle my skin as he kept caressing my face with his. One of his hands moved behind my head to grab a fistful of my hair while his other hand pushed up my chin.

I watched him with a bit of panic, not sure what's going on with him. I felt him tug at my tresses and before I could protest his unnatural actions I felt his impatient lips crash onto mine.

Waves with the sting of embers, that's what his lips feel on mine.

Warm...so warm...come closer...A little bit more close to me...

An unintentional moan left my mouth as he hungrily devoured me, my hands grabbed at the sides of his jacket and almost instantly I felt him push his body on mine. It's as if he can read my mind.

I decided not to give in easily and wouldn't let his tongue in despite his constant nibbling at my lips, he broke the kiss for a moment and I saw his restless eyes glare at me as he tugged harder at my hair. He's behaving in the strangest manner yet I could feel his actions calling out to my mischievous side. I smirked letting my fingers crawl over his chest to coil my arms around his neck as I languidly licked my lips, and it worked as perfectly as I wanted.

He attacked my mouth again with double the fervour as I kissed him back with equal hunger.

I felt him push his tongue into my mouth without a moment's delay, and I swear the groan that left his mouth was the best thing I've ever heard. He forcibly drove his tongue to taste me as thoroughly as possible, leaving no corner untouched and I let myself loose to feel the need in his actions.

My trance cleared a bit and I realized I need to breathe. He made it so hard to pull away that I had to literally shove him off to make my lungs get some air.

His hands came back to rest on the wall beside me and he resumed rubbing his face against my face and neck, leaving soft kisses along the way to finally rest his forehead on my shoulder. His entire frame heaving in its need for air as I let my fingers weave through his damp unruly hair.

"Help me" his soft plea hit me and I realized I was right after all, "I'm here for you" I leaned my head on his and wrapped my other arm around him.

I came out of my room the moment Taehyung went to take a shower and hurried to check with Jimin. He was in the kitchen, the moment I stepped in I could tell he was furious and I put my hands up in submission.

"Are you out of your mind?! He's a wanted criminal Jin! He cannot stay here!!" He whisper-yelled at me.

"Chim please, I know it's really complicated but he needs to calm down, please Chim" I begged "didn't you see how frustrated and troubled he is?" "All I saw was him trying to eat you up!" And I felt my face heat up a bit at his words.

"Please Chim, I really need to talk to him, please just a couple hours and I'll ask him to leave. Ok?" I tried bargaining with him, "fine, he can stay the night" he said ignoring my eyes and I lunged to grab him in a hug "but this can't become a regular thing". 

It's official, he's the absolute fluff ball and sweetheart that anyone can ever ask for! I pecked his cheek thanking him incessantly before I hurried back to my room.

The moment I stepped in and shut the door I realized I'm totally in for a nosebleed moment.

Tae was standing there in front of my closet in nothing but a towel, his wet hair shrouding his eyes and to make it worse his back still had traces of little droplets of water from his recent  shower. 

"I'm sleeping here tonight" his eyes momentarily set on mine and I could tell that wasn't him asking but informing me, "do you have a pair of pyjamas to spare?" He said still rummaging through my closet.

The urge to say no was overpowering, but then again maybe this isn't the best time to think about how good he looks in that towel. "Yeah, I think I have" I joined in on his rummaging "Kook often sleeps over, so I always keep extra" I say crouching down to check the lower shelves.

"Hmm, that has definitely got to stop" I handed him the pyjamas to see his deep frown and tight jaw, his intimidating eyes silently chastising me.

Geez, he's a grouchy one isn't he?

I saw him get under the blanket and I realized my jitteriness was spiking.

"Do you want something to eat? Well, there's no dinner but there's ramen! Maybe some snacks? Are you thirsty? Or I coul-" "Seokjin, come to bed babe" his playful grin and the way he chewed on his lower lip told it all, "I wanna sleep with you" he had read into my nervousness and was masterfully playing with me right now.

The way the words rolled off of his tongue made sparks run through me, and I felt all my blood rush up to my head, felt my ears heat up abnormally and cheeks burn.

I edged closer to the bed telling myself my bed, my rules...But aren't you the one who wanted him to stay? Remember how good it felt when he said he's sleeping here? Oh yes, ask him to tell you again how he wants to sleep with you. Oh God, please STOPP!! Why am I such a mess?!

I know for a fact that I won't be sleeping tonight.

As I settled under the blanket I felt him scoot closer to me. His warmth is so comforting that I let it engulf me and felt him pecking at my head, "I'm not a pervert so relax" his deep voice assured and I draped an arm around him and kissed his jaw. "Well, I can't promise anything if you tempt me".

I pinched his back to stop him from being this cheeky asshole and felt him chomp at my ear, "Ahh! Hey! That hurt" I whined running my hand over my ear but that was no use as he kept gnawing at my neck.

"Tae" I need to know what had happened to bring him here and in that state, he doesn't have any wounds in him so I'm guessing it was someone else's blood on his hands "what happened?"

He stopped with his kissing and caressing to pull up his face "I almost killed someone tonight" he pulled at my hand and pecked at my knuckles "I was so angry that I couldn't think straight, and there was so much blood, I lost control" he rubbed his lips on the inside of my palm. He still looks quite distressed to me, something must have really shaken him.

"But he is alive right?" I asked as softly as I could, fearful and not sure how I am supposed to help him with something like this.

"I hope so" he pulled me tighter and pecked my head again "the man was a lowlife criminal anyway".

Those words struck harder than I expected, "You cannot decide it is ok to kill someone just by that Tae, that is something that the law decides". I tried to pull my head to look at him but realized he didn't want me to, he is ashamed of what he had done and this tore my heart.

"Tae talk to me" I saw him avoid my eyes "I know you'd never agree to do this in a million years, then why?"

"There was no other way" his voice was a hurtful whisper and I felt him sigh against my head "I couldn't bear to lose you, I can't live with such pain anymore". His voice got shaky and I felt his breathing pick up speed.

He is living through a difficult situation right now, something he knows he cannot escape, I know he would never want this and has been pitted against his will to bear with this fate!

I hoisted myself up to grab his face and pushed my forehead on his "It's ok, calm down, please".

"I need you Seokjin" he leaned his head further on mine and in that moment I realized why he had found his way to me, why he so frantically wanted to posses me, the hunger I had felt on his lips was the hunger of his soul to feel loved and safe.

My eyes grew wide as I grasped onto the point he had been too troubled to speak out until now, and despite the absolute euphoria that flooded into my heart to know how much he valued me, I was suddenly so scared.

I am ready to give him all the love my heart can hold but I do not know how to keep him safe.

I put my lips on his forehead, on his eyes, his cheeks saying a silent prayer with every peck, a prayer to keep him safe and a prayer to give him the strength to bear through the fate that binds him in such chains.

I find his lips and leave a soft peck "can't we just run away?" I know it's stupid, but the desire to spend every minute revelling in such calm loving moments filled my heart. "It's no use, they'll find us anyway and the result definitely won't be anything pretty" he sighed softly drawing circles at my back "I have to go back".

My heart stung at those words and I tightened my arm around him "Just so you know, I'm still not running away" I voice into his chest and felt him chuckle. "I know that, good thing I'll know where to find you". He pulled the blanket up to cover my shoulders and I smiled contently.

Even if this is all I get, I'll take it. The bits an pieces of euphoria I have with him are priceless to me!

[A/N] umm...Ya, I guess this is me trying to get a bit fluffy 😅

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