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Anika and shivaay are walking together  in a garden,  both of their hands are joined to together..anika head was laid on shivaay chest above his heart ...

Anika :"ummm....shivaay you can't know ,how much I miss you in these past 4 years ...please shivaay don't leave me and go ...I love you ..I love you beyond anything and everything "

Shivaay:"I love you too anika...I can feel your pain but you know what , atleast you had our children and mom dad beside you but I had no one ani...expect Khanna...God knows how many days and night I cried for you and crave for your presence..."

Anika :"let the past be past shivaay...now we are together and nothing can separate us and our love "

Shivaay:"yes...nothing can separate us and our love " shivaay said but suddenly a huge wind blow followed by thunderstorms and rain ,anika and shivaay try to hug each other but suddenly the land below shivaay cracked , making shivaay fall , anika try to catch shivaay from falling

Anika :"shivaay...nothing will happen to you , just hold my hand shivaay ...I will save you..I won't let you go ..hold on to me "

Shivaay try to catch anika hand but he can't...

Shivaay:" anika though we want to be together with each other...look like fate is against us ...it don't want us to be together anika...bye my love , I think it's time for me to go....I love you anika forever and ever ...bye take care of yourself and our family ...tell anush and arsha that I love them and I am sorry for not able to be a good father to them " he said struggling while anika cried , when anika try to hold his hand , shivaay slip in to the land below him into the abyss of darkness

Anika :"shivaay....no shivaay ...shivaay you can't leave ...shivaay " she shouted
while anika felt someone shake her,
she opened her eyes to find pinky and tia looking at her worried while anika frankly looked around the room for shivaay...that's when reality stuck her about shivaay condition

Pinky :" anika beta..are you alright,  do you need anything beta...wait let me call the doctor "

Anika :"maa ...shivaay need me ...maa I need to see him , please take me to him maa...I need to see him maa..please " anika said or more like ordered to  pinky

Pinky :"anika beta are you fine ...why are talking about that man...why you need to see that cheater ani..he is a bad dot in your life ...God knows with which girl he is now...I am ashamed to know that I gave birth to such a cheap and low mentality man  ....I won't be even sad if he died ...God knows why he is still living after doing this much sins ..."pinky spoke her agony but unknown to the fact that each words she spoke are stabbing anika heart before pinky could say anything more , anika kept her palm in pinky mouth stopping him

Anika :"please maa...stop it , don't say anything more ...I know he hurt us but please maa ..don't curse him this much , who are we to judge him maa...I know he did sins but maa that didn't give any of us any right to say or curse him for living in this earth maa ...I know he betrayed me maa...and gave me wounds of pain which can't be healed easily but still maa ...I can't stop myself from loving him maa ...afterall "the worst pain of all.... is the pain of love  " maa ...please maa don't curse him " she said to pinky in a pleading voice while hiding the fact about shivaay condition to pinky after seeing her reaction

Pinky :"I am sorry anika ...if my words hurt you...anyway beta , I have to go home ...arsha and arush will be waiting for me ...not to say poor kids are worried after seeing you unconscious " she said worried about her grand children...

Tia :"it's okay mom..you go , I will look after anika "

Once pinky is out of the room , anika try to get up from the bed but got  stopped by tia

Tia :"don't strain yourself anika...I will take you to shivaay " she said holding anika and helping her to walk towards shivaay room

Once anika arrived infront of shivaay room ...she felt fears and unknown nervousness pass her ...she is afraid of seeing shivaay in the hospital bed as the lori incident where shivaay got shot by gun and how he looked pale and lifeless in the hospital bed ...passes through her mind but somehow she controlled all her negative thoughts and opened the room door and entered the room

Shivaay was lying in the bed with his eyes closed when he felt anika presence in the air ...he took a sharp intake of breath and his heart beat started indicating anika presence while he close his eyes tightly...afraid to open them , to find it a illusion...soon he felt her hands running through his hair while her other hands caressing his cheek ....some how shivaay managed to open his eyes with lot of courage to find a identical pair of brown hazel eyes looking at him with love and pain ...soon a tear drop fall on shivaay hand from anika hand while he with struggle moved his hand and wiped them ...nodding no at her

Shivaay:"please don't cry ...you know I can't see tears in your eyes ...it hurt me more than anything in this world ...please don't cry " on hearing shivaay reply anika chuckles sarcastically

Anika :"don't you think...it's funny shivaay , I mean every time when ever I cry  you say ...please anika don't cry , I can't see tears in your eyes but  you're forgetting the fact that you're the main reason behind my tears " she said looking at shivaay with intense gaze with pain and agony while shivaay move his eyes from hers unable to look at them

Shivaay :" I am sorry ...I know it won't heal you or undo the sins I did to you but still I am sorry anika ...these all I can say or more like offer to you now " he said while caressing her cheek

Anika :" how are you feeling now ...I know about ...your blood clot "

Shivaay:"I know ...you know , the doctor told me ..how you threatened him to say the truth..glad to know still you're the same anika , I fall in love with "

Anika:"years may change some people shivaay but some people won't change...I am still the same anika who loved you very much and can sacrifice anything for you ...only to get betrayal , pain and insult in return " she taunted him while the pain and agony she held within herself come out of her eyes in form of tears , stabbing shivaay heart

Shivaay :"please..please I request you , don't talk about past now...I know I hurted you lot , but please anika ...don't speak about those things now ...before I close my eyes , I want to see you ...I want to memorise each and every features of yours...even if something happened to me ....I will die happily , knowing I spent few of precious minutes of my wasteful life with you " he said looking at her with all the love  ..making anika heart twist with pain and love for him ...she know she should not forgive him as the wounds he caused are so deep and won't heal easily but still she can't help herself from loving him when he spoke like that

Anika :"nothing will happen to you ...remember you're the great wall SSO , nothing can happen to you ....let's not forget...you have so many duties waiting for you...are you going to leave this world without fulfilling any ⁷of your duties and responsibilities...tell me , because as far as I know shivaay Singh oberio never run from his duties and responsibilities.... I know why you hurt me and don't you want forgiveness from me....you hurted me shivaay then , now it's your duty to heal me ..." she said looking at shivaay who felt like he got new strength after hearing anika words

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