Standing on the rooftop of my heart
Shaded in the darkest of the blues
I scream out, "I hate you, I hate her, I hate world."
I am poison, full of bitterness
Rotting in the fumes that shroud my home.

Through my window all I see are houses
Happy and vibrant like a flower in bloom.
But I am the raven's tears that drop,
In this galaxy making it a pit devoid of light.

So hate me because it's all I have ever known.

My pages are wrinkled with the tears
I carry, for nothing feels as good as the tears
I shed, like a cat that's forlorn,abandoned and alone.
Don't be my muse, I'll destroy you too
With my words, double-edged swords.
Lately, my body's a canvas to express,
My heart's a rage, like the blinding light that sears your retina.
And I don't know why my eyes are like the waterfall that can't seem to stop
Even when I fall from the heights of my heart.