Minghao POV

I ran into the emergency room barely being able to breathe. "Where is he? Where is Jun?" I yelled. A nurse pointed to a room not making eye contact. I looked in the room and saw Jun. Doctors were frantically working on him. Tubes were hanging out of his arms. "Someone get the rapid infuser!" A nurse rand out of the room bumping into me in a hurry. I stumbled into the wall. The nurse came running back with bags of blood hanging on what looked like a stand. I watched as they put another needle into his arm

This was all my fault. It should have been me and not him. If only I was standing there. The members wouldn't care if I was gone and Jun could move on to someone better. Someone not mentally fucked up. I most have got lost in my thoughts and was snapped back to reality by a doctor yelling at me to get out of the way. I stepped backed and watched as they wheeled Jun into and elevator.

A nurse approached me. Her scrubs were covered in blood. "The doctors were able to clamp off the Axillary artery. He's going up to surgery now." "Is he going to be alright?" She gave me a small smile "Prognosis is good right now." I unreleased a breath that I didn't know I had been holding in and she walked away.

I didn't lose him. I still have my Junhui. I smiled as the tears started to stream down my face. I went up into the surgery waiting room. I told the receptionist who I was there for before sitting down. I brought my knees to my face as I closed my eyes drifting off to sleep