Chapter 13: Closing my Heart
Sakura's Pov
I awoke with a pounding headache, not too sure of what happened to me. Oh, now I remember, I beat the shit out of Eric. No matter what he did to me, I just kind of hope that I didn't give him a concussion.
JB: "You're awake now. That was quite the show back there."
"Get away from me," I snapped back at him.
Jungkook: "No can do sweetheart."
Yugyeom: "You really had us worried there, we thought you were never going to wake up."
"How long was I out for?"
Jackson: "3 days now."
Namjoon: "You're also suspended for two weeks."
I just scoffed without saying anything in return, I do not have the patience to deal with these guys at the moment. I don't care if I was suspended or not, Eric should've never messed with me the way he did.
"Great, no surprise there, and what of Eric?"
Youngjae: "Off the hook since you attacked him first. You're the only one at fault in all of this."
"And you're all insane! He instigated it, I could've taken being shot down, but when you start talking shit about me in front of the whole school, then I have no sympathy for you."
Jackson: "You're the insane one, you gave him a fucking concussion for crying out loud!"
"HE FUCKING DESERVED IT! I HAVE HAD WITH MEN AND PLAYING WITH MY HEART! I'm never going to trust another man again, my heart is going to be closed off forever to love." My voice cracked at the end.
No more trusting men, no more allowing them to creep into my heart, and no more falling in love. I can't handle any more heartbreak from men.
Bambam: "That's not necessary, you've just been falling for the wrong people. I understand why you fell for Eric, he seemed like the proper gentleman, but because he did what he did doesn't mean you have to close your heart off to the possibility of finding the right one."
I snapped my head to look at him. "You don't know what it's like to have 3 guys in a SINGLE year break your heart. I'm done. I don't want to ever fall in love again, it hurts too much."
Jungkook: "Love can hurt yes, at the same time it can be the best thing ever if you fall in love with the right person."
"And what would you pricks know?! All you-" I was cut off by a stinging sensation on my face. I look to see Yoona standing close to me with her arms folded across her chest.
Yoona: "Don't you dare yell at these boys like that! All they're trying to do is help you right now. Look at the fucking shitty state you're currently in. You have cuts and bruises all over your body! You got like this because of that mouth of yours, so before saying something you'll regret later on, I suggest you take a nice long look at yourself."
"Go fuck yourself! Who told you to come anyway? I thought we were done, don't you have a face to go suck?! Get out of here! I don't want to ever see you again!"
I just sat in the hospital bed with my face in my hands, she's right, this is all my fault. I look like I got hit by a truck. No man is ever going to look at me the same, my body is going to scar and I'll become an ugly duckling like Eric said. Everyone just left me there a crying mess.
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Jackson's Pov
We decided to leave her after she started hysterically crying. I hate to see her crying all the time, we had a part to play in this too. If we didn't cross paths, you wouldn't be here in that hospital bed with all of those cuts and bruises. l had a part to play in those cuts and bruises, leaving me to feel a little empty inside.
JB: "Maybe we went a little too harsh on her."
Yoona: "No you guys didn't, if anything this will teach her a lesson. You guys have to break her before you can completely bring her back together."
"Isn't that a little too harsh, to be broken and then placed back together by the same people who broke you in the first place?"
Jungkook: "It actually makes sense though, because we're not the only ones breaking her, she's doing it to herself. All we're doing is trying to keep her in line so she doesn't get too out of hand."
Yoona: "Exactly, she's breaking herself, whereas your all just disciplining her. She'll be breaking herself completely, and you all will be there to put the pieces back together. She's almost at her breaking point."
"How will we know if she's officially broken?"
Yoona: "When she's not even smiling an ounce anymore. You'll start to notice her becoming extremely depressed and she won't even talk to anyone, she'll be a complete mute. The look in her eyes will be as if she has no soul, that's when you all will try to fix her."
"Let's hope this works though."
Yoongi: "It should."
I can't help but feel so bad for Sakura, I mean everything she's going through is just heartwrenching. How can somebody still keep going after all that she's been through, she's truly a mentally strong person.
When we got back to the house Carl had asked us how Sakura was doing. He truly cares for her; I'm glad, because right now that's exactly what she needs. This is a really fucked up situation.
Eric and Kevin decided to stop by.
Namjoon: "What brings you two here?"
Eric: "Kevin and I were talking and we were wondering if it would be possible to join you guys."
JB: "Are you sure you want to? You'll have to move in with us, and create fear in people."
Kevin: "We know all of that already, and we're willing to join."
Namjoon reaches out his hand to welcome in the new recruits. What are these two planning?
Eric: "If you don't mind me requesting, once Sakura is out of the hospital I would like her to be my personal maid for one day." I look in his direction to see a smirk playing on his face.
Namjoon: "I guess it's the least she can do for attacking you the way she did. Okay, that won't be a problem, once the hospital releases her I'll allow her to be your personal maid for one day."
I looked at Namjoon in disbelief, I cannot fully understand why he's going to do that to her. I can't shake this feeling that he's going to torture her the entire day. If he hurts her in the slightest, I'll snap his neck, then again I have no right to do so, seeing as I have hurt her too.
Eric and Kevin were taken to their rooms while I was just swimming in my own thoughts. This is turning even more into an inescapable nightmare for Sakura.
I want to yell at Namjoon for even agreeing to such a request in the first place, but I know better.
Jin: "If he hurts her in the slightest I will show him what it means to beg for one's life."
"I know what you mean, she's been put through enough already."
J-Hope: "That poor girl, I wonder what he wants from her."
Yoona: "I'm going to be blunt, to most likely rape her or even take a whip and torture her until she passes out and can't walk anymore."
"Would he do that?"
Yoona: "He's a sadistic fuck, let's just hope Sakura has enough will in her to fight back when the time comes."
I hope she's feisty enough to fight for her life. She better not lose all hope just yet, she has to fight back.
I can't even fathom the idea of that prick doing anything to Sakura, the very thought of it makes me sick.
Please Sakura, stay in the hospital for as long as you can. That's the only place where your safe from the horrible situation you'll have to face when you do get home.
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