How does it feel when l touch you!?

Angad

I was nervous thinking l have to make a move.
Come on your not that innocent!! You've flirted like it's your only job. Said my subconcious with sarcasm.
I've flirted not romanced!! I snapped.
Thinking it isn't wrong in making a move with my wife. I pulled her close to me through her waist. She was looking down as her breaths turned erratic.
As l tucked the little bit of hair behind her ear. She looked at me.
Man!! Those Black Orbs!! Just look at them. How innocently, cute they are.

Angad-I Love You!!
I told what l feel for her without doing anything further.

Meera-What??
She literally screamed.

Angad-I Love You!!
I said it again as she looked sort of scared and nervous at the same time. She was sweating.

Meera-Leave Me!!
She said when she wiggled in my hold.

Angad-But....
I started only to be cut off by her.

Meera-I said ' Leave Me!! '
She snapped removing my hands off her. Am l disease now??

Angad-I am really sorry if you felt uncomfortable!!
I said looking down, taking a step back.

Meera-It was like this. Way long back!!
She said angrily. What is wrong with her?? She participated in all the functions enthusiastically as every brides do but what happened to her now??

Angad-Then why did you agree for a marriage??
I asked calmly.

Meera-My Wish!! All l know is marriages are a living Hell!! I know your family wouldn't keep me as your maid but still Marriages are a living Hell for me!!
She said turning to the vanity.

Angad-Meera l Promise you!! Not every Arranged marriages are a living Hell!!
I said trying to go near her but she just kept her hand in between stopping me from coming near her.

Meera-No Angad!! It's like that!! I know it!!

Angad-Expectations and Realities are different Meera!!
I said as l took a place on the bed frustrated which is arranged for our so called first night.

Meera-See you don't even give a damn to me when l am hurt!! You just care about you!!
She said angrily.

Angad-First of all!! Your the one who is hurting me and One More time!! Just one more time!! If you question about my care for you!! I swear!! l wouldn't mind going off my limits to show my care and Love!!
I snapped removing the turban off my head.

Meera-Just leave it!!
She said taking the jewelleries off her gently.

Angad-In the first place!! Why did you even agree to marry me??
I asked finally not able to keep it in me anymore.

Meera-Well no wrong in you knowing it!!
She said. I looked at her confused.

Meera-You saw me in a Bathrobe remember??
She asked removing the hair pins.

Angad-So!? Don't you wear short dresses than that and go out!? Everyone sees you then!!
I snapped irrtated.

Meera-I do but l don't go out in a Bathrobe!!
She said in a duh tone as she ran her hands throught her brown locks.

Angad-So just coz l saw you in a bathrobe you married me!! Spoling both of our lives now!!
I said as she was done removing all her hairstyle and jewelleries.

Meera-I didn't spoil your life!!
She said going towards the washroom. That was it. l lost my patience and pinned her to the wall.

Meera-Leave me!!
She said as she tried to go.

Angad-Oh Just Shut Up!!
I snapped now and she was quiet.

Angad-Listen to me now!! Mrs.Meera Angad Mehra!! You've talked too much!! Open your mouth when your only allowed to.
I said in a harsh voice as l caged her between me and the wall.

Angad-How does it feel when l touch you!?
I asked.

Meera-Feels like an acid that my skin would peel off!!
She said.

Angad-Oh!! Let me see How many layers of skin you have from the next week??
I said.

Meera-Huhh??
She asked confused.

Angad-I thought to give you a suprise but nevermind l'll give it to you as a shock itself!!
I said and she looked at me keenly.

Angad-We are moving away from here the next week. To our new home!!
I said and her eyes were ready to fall off her sockets.

Meera-I am not gonna come with you!!
She said.

Angad-Oh you have to Mrs.Bathrobe!!
I taunted her and she glared at me.

Meera-I am not coming with you!!
She said angrily again.

Angad-If you have amnesia then let me help you out!! You got married to me just some while ago!!

Meera-I want come!!
She said with finallity in her voice.

Angad-You have to Princess!!
I said with the term of endearment l was longing to give her ever since l was engaged to her.

Meera-That's what my Dad call me. You Don't call me like that!!
She snapped irrtated.

Angad-I would Princess!!
I said as l tucked her hair behind her. My hand silighty brushed her cheek too. She closed her eyes irrtated.

Angad-Oh my Goodness Princess!! Why didn't your skin fall now??
I taunted her.

Meera-Shut Up!!
She said irrtated pushing me away. She went to her suitcase, got her nightwear and went to the washroom while l was gaping at her like an idiot.
I want be innocent now!! I would somehow make her feel for me. I won't even mind going off my limits to do that!!
She came in sometime looking all plesant and natural. I went inside the washroom and got changed too. By the time l came out. She was on the couch struggling to get comfortable to fall asleep.
I rolled my eyes and went to her.

Angad-Princess!!
I called her that wantedly.

Meera-Get Lost!!
She said in a shaky voice hiding her face on the pillow. What happened??
I carried her in my arms.

Meera-Leave....
She started but l cut her off. She was crying for godsake. What did l do??
She is the one who wanted to marry me.

Angad-I want you to be quiet!! Forgot what l said you a while ago!!
I said sternly as l placed her on the bed.

Angad-Now sleep quietly. l am not such a bad guy that l would do cheap stuff!!
I said as l put the duvet over her. She closed her eyes, still tears flowing from them. I wiped them with a tissue and kept it beside her.
Later on l slept beside her after making an India-Pakistan border between us.