Dear Niall,

I deeply apologize putting my hands on you in a violent way. I was consume in anger and rage because of that prick, he had his hands all over you while you were dancing. That doesn't give me a excuse to hurt you like that.

Is your jaw okay? I felt like I bruised it, make sure you puts some ointment on that. It was really good to see you in the outfit you were wearing, those legs you have are to die for. You always know how to struct like a male model with your sexy legs.

You may think I used you for sex, but I never thought of you as a one night stand. The moment we gave each other our virginity was bliss, it wasn't something you wanted to give up. I know you have deep feelings for me, but I can't return them to you. I'm sorry Niall, I'm just not good for you and I've hurt you by you finding out about Louis.

I don't want to be the bad guy here, but I am. It sucks I can't be the man you want me to be. I want you to be happy and if that prick... I mean curly hair guy makes you happy that I'm going to be happy for you, but we will always have our intimate moments to remember us by forever.

I may not be happy with Louis, but I can't give you false hope in being with you and I'm so fucking sorry for doing this to you.

Sincerely,

Zayn Malik.

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