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I walk along the edges of the woods, as the cold wind brush against my body, as I wrapped my arms around myself tightly. Maybe I shouldn't have left Zayn's car and demanded a him to take me home, but I was just upset to think straight and jealousy was clouding my judgement.

Zayn and I aren't even together, yet I thought their was any hope, but clearly I'm to naive to think to think he would actually be interesting in me, it was all a game to him, to lead me on and tell me the hard truth. Actually no, I had to find the evidence on his neck, a stupid hickey on his neck, I've never been so appalled by someone else's lips against Zayn's skin.

I thought I was the only person who get to kiss him or listen to his heartbeat, but apparently their have been others.

"Niall, get in the car." Zayn snaps at me motioning his hands to come inside, but I shook my head.

"No."

"Stop being a child and get in the damn car."

"I said no, I will walk home."

"It's freezing cold to walk outside and I'm taking you home." Zayn grunted parking his at the side of the woods.

I walked faster trying to get away, but I couldn't, the long road ahead doesn't have any shortcuts for me to hide. I may be acting like a child right now, but I don't care. Zayn should've been up front with me about this Louis guy. How I envy him for stealing Zayn from me.

I hear loud combat boots hitting the pavement hard behind me, as I felt a soft tug of my arm making me turn around, meeting his brown eyes and a cigarette between his dried pink lips.

"What?" I bark.

"I was going to tell you about Louis, but I didn't know how to explain it to you." He mutters, his hand on my hip.

"Then why did you kiss me? Why did you let me lay on your chest so I can hear your heartbeat? Why did you lead me on!?"

"I don't know Niall, I just needed to hold and kiss you. We can't even be together, it's not healthy for you to be with me."

"Is it because your twenty two and I'm sixteen? It's just a number Zayn, you know I wouldn't tell anyone about us. Hell, I don't even have any friends."

"Niall, you know the type of person I am. I'm going to hurt you and I can't see you already broken." He says crushing the cig with his heel.

"They how come you didn't say all this in a letter or text messages?"

"It wouldn't feel right, I needed you to see you in person for one last time. I wanted you to experience what he had before I leave you." He mutters sadly, as he place his other hand on my hip.

"So this is goodbye?" I asked, my lips quivering, trying to get out of his grasp, but he wouldn't let go of me.

"Yes, but I wanted you to remember me by this day. The kisses we share, the way I hold tightly against my chest. Memories that will last a lifetime." He gets out pushing strands of hair away from my forehead and leads down to kiss my lips. I felt the heated of his nicotine breath filling my cold lungs burning yet pleasing me as I kissed back.

I fisted his long hair with my hand and touched him as much of him as I can, if this was the last time I was going to see Zayn, then I'm making it count.

"Easy Niall." He growled between lips.

I want planning on stopping, if this Louis guy can mark Zayn than so can I. I sucked on the opposite side of Zayn's neck harshly and I felt my body being harshly pressed against his car.

"Niall, your making me lose control." He darkly warned, forcefully pressing harder on my lips. His hands under my shirt.

"I want you." I say panting, I look up from seeing his signature smirk as he nibs his teeth against my ear, then neck.

"You sure?" He asked smugly.

"Yeah." I breath out nervously.

Zayn pulled me close to his chest, as he open the passenger seat door wide, then he laid me down, and climbed on top of me.

Piece by piece clothes started coming off, kisses were deepen and the cold didn't stand a chance against our heated bodied colliding with each other.

"Do you h-have a c-condom?" I asked trying not to stutter.

"Nope." He chuckles attacking my collarbone with his lips.

"Are you clean?"

"I'm a virgin Niall." He whispers in my ear.

"What!?" I exclaim, "What about those girls in high school? They said-" I was cut off by Zayn's lips against mine.

"What did I say about believing in rumors about me? I haven't gone all the way with anymore."

"Then why me?"

"Another thing to remember me by." He says huskily tracing his fingertips around my lips. Our naked bodies molded together perfectly, as he inserted his middle finger deep inside me making me take a sharp inhale of air.

"You good?" He asked.

"Yeah." I breath steady out.

"I can't do this, this is statutory rape Niall. I could go to jail." He mumbles nervously.

"Listen to me Zayn. I want this and your not going to jail for this. It's my decision and we are doing this." I say sternly and pressing my lips against his.

After what it seems like forever for Zayn to get me to fully stretch he aligned his length near my hole.

"Last time I'm asking you this, do you want to continue?" He asked frantic. His length rubbing against my hole. It felt so good and I didn't want this to stop.

"Yes Zayn." I beg. He intertwine our hands together as he sunk inside me. I felt oddly weird and yet sensational. I hear him hiss in pleasure as he continue to slowly thrust inside me.

I couldn't even speak, the pleasure and pain was far greater than I imagine, it made me feel light headed and I clench around him to make the feeling last longer.

"Keep clenching!" He demanded raspy picking up his pace. I felt the car rock back and fourth, as our skin rub against each other. I claw on his tattooed arm as I squeak out a moan.

"It feels incredible to be inside you Niall." Zayn choked out, as he kept switching from fast thrust to gently slow ones, I couldn't keep up with the shock waves of pleasure seeping threw my body.

"Oh god Zayn." I finally manage to get out. I've been dying to use my voice, how fragile my vocal cords from this intense passion as Zayn continues to drill me.

"I love it when your under me. You will remember this moment forever." Zayn says raspy, then does a few powerful thrusts and I became undone as white fluid became out of my length without being touch. I felt Zayn oozing come inside me, As I hear a animalistic come out of his mouth. He rested his head on my heated chest. I looked at the windows that are fogged up from our heated activities.

"Wow." I simply say. I never knew how good it would feel to do this with Zayn, it was a dream come true.

"Did I rock your world?" Zayn asked with a smirk, as he started to put on his clothes.

"Yeah." I blush, as I put on my clothes.

"I'm happy you were my first, it felt better than I expected." Zayn mumbled shyly.

"My thoughts exactly." I say, as I exit out his car and began to limp walking down the cold road. Lucky their weren't any cars passing by when Zayn and I were getting out groove on.

"Niall! Get back in the car. I'm not leaving you here so you can walk home alone. You can't still be mad at hiding Louis from you."

"Go home Zayn. Don't worry about me anymore, you have Louis and I have no one." I say sadly, hugging myself from the cold air hitting me.

"Don't be like that, you know I care about you, what we just did was hot and steamy. It felt great to do that with you and I would hate to see you use that against me."

I scoff, as I turn around. "I wouldn't use that for revenge or to put you in jail. I did that to have a piece of you, like you have a piece. Now go back to Louis."

I watched Zayn angrily walk back into his car and speed away, as he drove down the long road, he stop briefly. I'm think he's going to come back and toss me inside the car, but he just keeps driving away leaving me behind.

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