[jm updating now bc I won't tomorrow morning :///
And also,,, just a reminder. Everything gets fixed. & everything will be okay.]

Pte: so Brendon,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, how're you doing 

Pbeeb: fuck you

Tyler!: woo spicy

Pbeeb: you too asshat

Ptrick: ????

Djelly: the first words he has said in about a week. Amazing.

Pbeeb: especially you Dallon. I hate you. Don't ever do anything like that ever again dipshit.

Pbeeb: I can't believe you'd tell her all that. There's this thing called purposely not speaking and it's because there's nothing fucking wrong with me.

Josh!: take a chill pill b

Pbeeb: you were the fucking driver you set up the appointment I don't want to hear anything from you right now

Pbeeb: I hate you guys

Ptrick: why

Pbeeb: I'm perfectly fine and I don't need to go to a therapist again. I don't need medication. I don't need to prove to you guys I'm okay.

Pbeeb: who even accused me of that. Who went to my mother. What the fuck.

Djelly: ... you reminded me of how I used to act.

Djelly: I'm sorry.

Pbeeb: you could've talked to me about it before sending me straight to therapy. And I told all of you I'm FINE

Pbeeb: and I'm not YOU I don't have a heart defect I'm normal

Djelly: ah

Ptrick: I don't believe that was a good word choice

Pte: ,,,,,u sure ur fine tho

Josh!: that's not what the therapist said

Pbeeb: maybe the therapist is wrong does it look like I give a shit

Tyler!: you need to sit down

Pbeeb: don't tell me to fucking sit down

Djelly: you should sit down.

Pbeeb: I don't wanna hear anything from anyone right now, especially you. Let me talk.

Pbeeb: maybe it is the reoccurring depression like you guys said but I don't care. I don't want to hear it. I can take care of myself and I don't need you all to start self diagnosing me. I don't care what the therapists diagnosis was I don't want to hear it. I don't want the medicine I don't want the sympathy I don't want. Any. Of. It. Stop acting like there's something wrong with me because there isn't. The only thing wrong right now is that nobody here will fucking listen to me because. I'm. Fine.

Pbeeb: don't even compare me to how any of you used to act or what I was like freshman/sophomore year. I don't give a shit.

Pbeeb: and I can't even FATHOM how you guys thought it was OKAY for someone to tell her about Hal and everything that happened that night and everything since then to now. Fucking DISRESPECTFUL. INVASION. OF. MY. PRIVACY.

Djelly: we are listening to you but you are not listening to us.

Pbeeb: give me 10 instances that gave you the right to drag me to therapy.

Djelly: 1. You didn't leave your bed for days on end.

Djelly: 2. Your anxiety is worse than usual apparently.

Djelly: 3. You don't sleep at night, you take sporadic naps during the day.

Djelly: 4. You've quit eating as much as you used to.

Djelly: 5. You've quit exercising 

Djelly: 6. You rarely pick up your phone anymore.

Djelly: 7. You have frequent nightmares now.

Djelly: 8. I honestly can't remember the last time you genuinely smiled.

Djelly: 9. You're mad at people that genuinely care about you worrying about you, people that have good reason to.

Djelly: 10. You're not you anymore.

Pbeeb: I hate you.

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Djelly: is he mad at me :(((((

Ptrick: he's mad at everybody right now

Ptrick: give him a day or 2 to calm down. I'll be back tomorrow so I'll talk to him.

Djelly: I don't like this. I don't like him being so mad.

Tyler!: hell be fine.

Pte: hell

Tyler!: yknow what Pete jump in a shark infested pool I don't care about the apostrophe in hell/he'll rn we have bigger fish to fry like why are you failing history. why do u have a 67%. u go to tutoring like everyday.

Pte: jokes on u I'm failing all but ONE class

Ptrick: UHM

Pte: it's art class

Pte: & im leaving now

Ptrick: okay wait no come back here

Pte: MMSORRYIMGONE

Djelly: also should I be offended at what he said about the heart thing ?

Ptrick: he never would've said something unless he was trying to make us mad. He didn't mean it.

Josh!: it was a new low but ^^. He's just heated ://

Djelly: :(

Djelly: there isn't anything wrong with me is there

Tyler!: of course not. When Brendon gets mad he spits out lies left and right. He didn't mean anything.

Josh!: ^ ur a wonderful person. He's just mad.

Djelly: okay