[hi if this book randomly stops at 5.7 or 5.8 and it doesn't update for a while it's because that's how far I am right now & I just haven't had any motivation to write anything else adding on to that rn. I'll 100% finish this though it's easy]

Ptrick: because Tyler and Josh ditched us for ice cream, Pete is okay

Peep: I'm dying

B: he's dying

Ptrick: he is not

DJW: he is okay

Tyler!: I felt bad So I was gonna go get him ice cream.

Peep: u came back with an empty cup & went home

Dundundun: sorry

Dundundun: I was hungry

Peep: u ate 4 cups before you ate mine

Dundundun: I said I was hungry

Dundundun: god don't u guys listen

DJW: stop it you guys are making me laugh and it hurts

B: he's laughing and crying at the same time

DJW: I am crying because it hurts but I am also laughing because of the ice cream

Tyler!: crying because Pete has been deprived of actual food or another reason

DJW: the other reason

DJW: but I am also crying from laughter

Ptrick: I'm really sorry Dallon

DJW: it's okay

DJW: it was a few months, and his note said it wasn't anybody's fault. There isn't anybody to blame for this.

Dundundun: I'll leave u alone for a bit before I try to set you up with anyone

DJW: do it as soon as you can, please. I would like to distract myself.

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B: so Barry is dead

Peep: yeah

B: do y'all think Dallon would like

B: follow in his footsteps

Dundundun: that's a question for u to ask

Tyler!: ^ I ain't asking him if he's inclined to commit suicide too

Tyler!: that's called crossing the fckn line

Ptrick: ^

B: >:|

B: I don't wanna sound too attached/clingy/like I still kinda like him

Tyler!: there is noTHING wrong with asking if he's emotionally stable

Dundundun: ^ everyone does that

Dundundun: when Tyler was in the hospital because he fell off the rock climbing wall in freshman year I texted him like every 10 minutes

Tyler!: he's not lying

B: goals

Tyler!: no

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B: heyyyyy Dallon ?

DJW: ?

B: are u okay

DJW: expand on the definition of okay

B: not wanting to die?

DJW: I am not okay then

B: did u wanna talk about it?

B: or not

B: whichever

DJW: not now

DJW: later I guess.

DJW: do you have any funny stories

B: you betcha

B: pick a person, any person

DJW: um

DJW: Josh

B: he was hanging Christmas lights on his tree last December and he got tangled in them like a mummy and he fell into the Christmas tree. It took us like an hour to untangle him and his sweater got caught in the bristles too.

DJW: aw

DJW: has he put up lights since then

B: he did for my birthday but then they almost electrocuted him

DJW: oh goodness

DJW: what about Pete ?

B: I found a photo album in his dresser when I was helping him semi move to Patrick's place and over half the pictures were of him and paint. He ate paint. He painted himself. He painted everywhere his parents could and couldn't see.

DJW: his parents are strange people

B: they have an on off relationship. They were amazing parents when he was younger though that's why he's not so messed up as other people would be

DJW: oh

DJW: that's nice

DJW: not nice

DJW: you know what I mean

B: I do know what you mean

DJW: what about you

B: so many things

B: In the morning I eat a single cup of yogurt for breakfast and heavily snack later as lunch nears and I took it to school because I woke up late and like 3 people reported me to the counselors because they were afraid I was starving myself

B: I lowkey stalked someone I thought was hot but apparently like everyone does that

DJW: I don't.

B: majority rules

B: don't do this to me