I wasn't around when mom's water broke for the other two siblings, For Cara I was shoved with Aunt Liv and Uncle Jace.

For Luca  I was at school.

but  ended up at the hospital during labor with Luca or after Cara was born.

Bur hearing my mom be so cool about it was??

Dad had literally knocked Alec off his feet which I laugh...SO HARD.

when we reached inside mom was just sitting at the edge of a stool trying to breathe and holding her tummy while dad went for her bag.

Cara and Luca were crying.

"Hey guys it's okay, i'll  be fine, it just means that the baby is coming." Mom reassured them running her hands through Luca's think curly blonde hair.

"Mom, way are you so cool? " I asked when i walked in and began fanning her.

"Oh sweetie I've had two pregnancies before these, i'm a pro by now- Oh god here they come" She cried. "ROSS HURRY UP THIS DAMN BABY IS COMING!!!"She said while squeezing every ounce off blood out my hand.

I began screaming and she began screaming, our screams caused Cara, Elliot and Luca to scream.

We were all screaming for our own thing.

"I got it, i'm coming." Dad shouted as he ran down the stairs.

we all stopped screaming as dad walked in.

"Laura, do you want some water?" Dad asked her.

"NO I DON'T WANT SOME GODDAMN WATER-I WANT TO GET THIS BABY OUTTA ME!!" She shouted as dad helped her out the house. "You this is all your goddamn fault, I told you not to touch me at that banquet, but NOOOOOO, you had to, you couldn't keep your goddamn thing in your pants..." Moms voice was hard to hear as she was out in the drive way and the door had closed.

From what dad had told me, whenever the baby is coming that's how she gets and he says it get's worst in the delivery room.

I turned to Alec and he was just trying to calm the kids down.

After we got them to stop crying I went to change and gave them something to eat.

"You going to the hospital?" Alec turned to me.

"Yeah, I just wanna give the kids a few minutes to calm down and pack some food, cause we'll be there A while." I said.

"Yeah, I should get some for Elliot." He said.

"No it's cool, He has some clothes over here,i'll just pack it with Luca's." I tooled him as I pulled out the pizza from the microwave.

I rest it on the table told the kids it was finished them went up to pack there stuff.

When I came back down i watched everyone's outfit

Alec just looked like a god damn prince even though he were causal house clothes

and the kids looked..adorable.

We packed everyone and everything in the car and got in.

"I just gotta text everyone else that the babies coming." I told alec.

He nodded.

My parents and there friends came out with a group chat to send a message to anyone and vice versa in case of an emergency.

When we got to the hospital it wasn't as full as it normally was.

CONGRATULATIONS AMERICANS ARE BEING SAFE!!

I had text dad and told him we were in the waiting room.

He came out a few minutes later.

"Daddy!" The younger ones shouted.

Elliot had his head on his brother's lap as he lied down on the surprisingly comfortable sofa.

Alec ran his hands through his little brother's hair and something about it made my heart swell. Ha who am i kidding everything about it.

The hospital had defiantly done some redecorating since the last time i was here and they made it to be comfortable like a home.

And that was nice.

"I told everyone we're here, they said they'll come by tomorrow." I told dad.

"Great, We'll surely be here for a while-" Dad began

"ROSS COME AND GET YOUR DAMN BABY OUT OF ME-AHHH!!" mom could be heard shouting from allllll the way down the hall.

Dad sighed.

"Daddy why is mommy behaving like that?" Luca asked him, his large brown eyes watery.

Dad sighed again and picked him up. "Because buddy, She's getting the baby, and in getting the baby it's a lot of pain and she's in so much pain that she has to bring it out, how she feels.you know like when you and Elliot fall off your bicycles how you cry?" Dad asked him.

When Elliot heard his name he lifted his head a bit before putting it back down.

"Well you need to give her a sticker and lollipop, mom always gives us after she gives us a band-aid on our knee and tells us we're doing great." Luca said.

Dad laughed and said "Yeah buddy i'll give her a sticker and lollipop.

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Two hours later because we were the only people in the waiting room, and because we had kids, some nurses gave us a ton of  blankets blankets and pillows. Alec and I took one each and placed the rest of blankets and pillows on the carpeted floor to make a bed for the kids. while we sat in the comfy chairs.

"Do you ever wanna have kids some day? After hearing what your mom's going through?" Alec asked me.

He as sitting facing me with his head on the wall and his hand resting on it, his other hand rubbing my feet that was in his lap as i sat facing him.

"Of course," i said looking at him. "Having a child...is a beautiful thing, painful but before, during pregnancy to feel the tiny feet kicking at us as his it wants to kick out you soul,and read to them while they're in your tummy and sing and talk to them.To go through that morning sickness, yeah it's gross nd i know i'll hate it, but that's just a reminded the baby saying 'hey mom i'm here!just saying good morning.' To hear their heart beat for the first time, to have emotional break downs to just have the feel of something you've created, to have a human being in you," I smiled. 

Alec just smiled as I talked. 

"And when they're born, to be there during that first intake of breath, to hear the cries that's going to keep you up at night, just to bond with that baby you know, To have something that's yours with that one special person in your life, but of course  I want it to be with someone i'm unconditionally in love with and marry. But i know pregnancy is not as i make it sound, it's painful...but it the end it will be worthwhile." I finished.

He was just staring  "So what you don't see yourself marrying Oliver?" He asked.

"Oliver is marry-able...I guess. But I don't know, I guess it's too early, we haven't reached that stage." I said.

"What about me?"He asked smirking.

I laughed "That's different Alec."

"How so?" He asked amused.

"Well, you see. I could defiantly see myself marrying you, or somebody like you and that's because, well, you're my neighbor, I see stuff about you that i haven't seen in Oliver because we don't live close or together. You not lazy, you're hard working, you're protective, You're caring, Kids love you! and you have this way of just making people love you and comfortable with you, Like Aunt Aurora, she's a very closed off person, doesn't like meeting people, but there you were not even an hour of meeting her and you had her laughing and you two were talking. You're just that guy, that everybody loves you know." I said.

He smiled at me for a moment before saying "Not everyone."

"What are you talking about." I asked.

The happy mood had vanished and was filled with a depressed one.

He turned away his eyes getting watery.

I took my hand in his and turned his chin so he would look at me. "Hey, we can tell each other anything Alec, we may not be best friends, but we're close enough friends to know that we trust each other." I said.

He stared at me.

"You know Riley you have this perfect life. you've got two of the most loving parents in the world, two younger sibling that look up to you and ton of people in the background tht would fight for you in a heart beat. but me.." He scoffed 

"All i've got is my little brother. My big brother, my "guardian" doesn't give two shits bout neither me or Elliot. And you know what hurts the most is that, I don't even know what I did to him, for him to hate me? D-did I Iwap block him? (A word from star-crossed meaning-male parts) Did i eat out his food, did i tell a lie on him? He just hates me and now Elliot has to suffer for it. That kid means the world to me, and i'd do anything if t meant he'd be happy. My parents died and didn't leave any instructions as to how to raise a little kid. I try everyday to make him happy, and he's always ever happy when he's at you house, were there's a mom and a dad. But when it's time to come home, he curls up on my chest and cries." Alec was now full on crying and i held his face in my hands as i wiped his cheeks, tears coming to my eyes.

"Do you know Riley? Do you know how i breaks my heart to see that little fella cry for his parents and not be able to do anything about it? It's fricking heart breaking. And when i call my brother, he doesn't even answer his phone, only comes home when it's a life or death situation. I just....I'm so tired Riley. I've gotta deal with school work, sports, coach screaming down my ear when i tell him i'll be late to practice or can't make it, i know he's looking out for me and want me to succeed but...it's so hard. And i'm always so goddamn tired."He cried before his head dropped on my breast as he began crying.

"it's okay Alec, You're strong. You'll get through this." I whispered sweet nothings in his ear as i held him to me as he cried.

"I'll be right here next to you. you're amazing. you're so sweet and Loving." I whispered.

I didn't know how long it was till he stopped crying but it felt like forever as i cried with him.

He had cried himself to sleep on my breasts .

my top had absorbed all his tears.

I continued rocking him and singing to him as he lay on me sleeping. 

I ran my hands through his thick dark hair.

While I hummed.

A nurse walked up to me with a container and and Styrofoam  cup.

She easily walked around the sleeping kids on the floor and sat on a empty chair opposite to me, because Alec was stretched out on the sofa.

"Hey." She smiled at me.

She was a beautiful plumped lady and I loved how she looked in her nurse clothes.

"I see you've been here for a while with your boyfriend and the kids and I thought you probably be hungry so I brought you some Sandwiches and some tea." She said and placed them on the ground by my chair because she saw I was holding Alec.

I wanted to tell her he wasn't my boyfriend and i don't know if she thought these were our kids or not..but..whatever...i mean did i looked that old to have a ten year old?

I smiled at her "Thank you." 

"You're welcome sweetie. And if i so say so myself that young man is gorgeous. you've defiantly hit the jackpot." She said.

I laughed and just said thank you and she went away.

I laughed to myself.

If Oliver ever heard are saw me and Alec like these, he'd have a fit.